Alexander does as he is told. We finish the training session as if nothing had happened. I have doubts about our conversation and feel constant pressure in my chest from the exchange, but I decide to act as if nothing had happened. I am very good at hiding my emotions, no matter how big. Alexander also appears to be bothered by the exchange. If you think this is a man of few words, you should see how quiet he is for the remainder of the training. Only looks at me when he needs to and uses a minimal amount of words. But maybe that's for the best. We both need to cool off before we speak to each other again. It feels so draining. Always arguing over something, always facing conflict. This is not how I imagined my soul mate to behave. I expected mates to be perfect for each other, and I can g
