I tossed and turned on the hard mattress, trying my hardest to get into a comfortable position. Twenty minutes have passed since I laid down on the bed, in hopes that sleep would find me. But for some reason, it didn't. It was one of those nights where I completely felt alone. Well, I am alone but it felt lonely. I debated if I should mind link my mother but it was too later for that. She is probably sound asleep now. It didn't felt right to disturb her at this hour just because I didn't feel like myself. I knew that this is only for a time being and I would go back to my normal self any time now but still, it was depressing. I gave up after another fifteen minutes of trying to pretend to sleep so I could actually end up sleeping. I groaned and sat up into a sitting position befo