I never knew what true relief was until I finally came clean with Nolan. I didn't feel the constant nagging in the back of my mind at all times. It felt like huge weights had been lifted off from my shoulders. Right now, I was truly able to enjoy the moment without any worry. Well, I still felt something in the pit of my stomach whenever I felt my wolf. It is kind of sad that I am being cautious when I should be excited to feel her after all these years. I just couldn't stop thinking about the chances of innocent pack members getting hurt if what I fear the most becomes a reality. Even though I didn't hide anything from Nolan anymore, I wouldn't forgive myself if something happened to them. I was now on my way back to the house from my combat lessons with Suzanne. She kept going on abo