My princess

Hers was the first face I saw on the first day at college . She walking with her father . To tell the truth , I just stared at it . She was so beautiful . It seems that she got that name because of her beauty . Princess ! Her real name is Gayathri . What attracted me more than her beauty was the innocence on her face . I thought I was the only one who noticed her . When I went to the class , I understood what all the boys were talking about her on that day . Only he noticed her . I was disappointed to know that she joined zoology . I am physics . There are few opportunities to see . . . Her second language was Malayalam . Mine was the same . The only chance to see her . So I did not miss any Malayalam class . At first Boys was busy in the Malayalam class to see her, but after a few days It decreased . They realised that none of their exercises would take place near her . Those who walked behind got tired of walking and retreated . Everyone started to feel that she was very proud . That's how everyone started calling her that . Princess . But I've always felt it was the right name for her . . . There will be no one who has not proposed to her at least once . Except me . I knew the answer I would get if I went straight and asked this The answer to be received . So I waited. So almost 6 months passed . She got to know me by seeing me regularly in Malayalam class . If you see me now, you will laugh . So I went and talked to her . He introduced me by saying my name and so on . I slowly got to know her without talking too much and getting her into trouble at first . So we can say that we became friends to a small extent . . . When I got to know her more , I realised that she is more beautiful than that . Her speech and behavior were all so innocent and sweet . She has had to bear many sorrows . She has no mother . She died young . Brother died in an accident a year ago . Now she is trying to survive these tragedies . Every Saturday , she goes to Agati Mandir and takes care of the mothers there . How many of us are like this doing . I didn't saw a girl like this , she is a great human being . I am sure of one thing . She alone is enough for me in this one birth and I will not lose her . . . Meanwhile , something happened . One day the car she was driving hit a child . Although the child was not seriously injured , the people stopped her . The incident happened near my house . When I came , she was scared . Because they were people I knew , I intervened and made things right . She thanked me a lot . . . " Father would have killed me if he knew ."" The first one i didnt get licensed ." . . She came when I invited her home . She was introduced to her mother and sister-in-law . It made me happy that mother liked her speech and behavior very much . I took her back to her home . I felt like she was my own when I drove her in the back . I could not sleep that night . She was the only one who was full of heart . . . After that she became very friendly with me . But still love her Even then I could not tell her about my love for her . I was afraid that she would not talk to me later . I didn't want to lose her company . Because she was such a good girl . So I decided to wait a little longer . . . So the first year class is almost over . She told me something when I saw her in the last Malayalam class . She is about to drop out of college . . . " Dad is transferred ." she said . . . I didn't know what to say .A pain as if something were stuck in the chest . By the time they get close , she leaves . Couldn't decide what to do . Anyway , I wasn't ready to leave her there . So after class that day , he invited her to go out for ice cream . After thinking about it , she agreed . I was in a state of not knowing what to say while I was eating the ice cream . She was very normal . I realised that the pain of breaking up was only in my mind and I'm dieng inside . . . " Why savin is silent ." she asked . I didn't know what to say . " Gayathri , why did you take Malayalam as a second language ?" That's because nothing else comes to mind That's why I asked . . . " What's wrong . Why did you ask that ?" . . " Just to know , that's why it's good to meet and get to know Gayathri ." . . She laughed. Then said. " My mother was a Malayalam teacher . I love Malayalam so much . My mother used to read me many stories. I loved listening to my mother telling stories and she is a good singer , she know so much Malayalam songs and poems ." . . I noticed her eyes watering . It was a mistake to ask . How can I tell her my love in this situation . I sat down unable to say anything else . Thinking of another way , I asked this . . . " gayathri has no problem leaving here ." . . " Hey , I don't have any big friends here ." She said this and looked at me . She said mischievously seeing my face drooping . " Except You " . . I laughed . But there was sadness inside . She still only sees me as a friend . Now I opened my mind and felt it didn't matter . She has no such thing in mind . we finished the ice cream , snacks and did not sit there for long . We parted without another word . . . After that came exams and then college vacations . It was only when I was sitting at home that I realised how much I missed my princess Gayathri . When I finally saw her that day , I was disappointed that I could not express my love to her . I thought in 1000 times in my mind why I didn't propose her . He went to see her at her house but she left by then. I sat in my house dejected. She seemed lost forever . But for me She could not be forgotten . I made up my mind that I must find her anyway . But I didn't have to struggle too much . . . I saw her again two days after the college opened . In college . . . " Hey Gayathri , why don't you go ?" . . " Father has agreed to stay here in the hostel ." . . My mind was jumping with joy . I remembered that God was with me . I said in my mind I ll go to temple I ll donate some money for doing this god . . Her father had bought her a mobile phone because she was in a hostel . . So now I can talk to her all the time in w******p Messenger . I waited for an opportunity to express my love for her . . . While sitting like that , she called me on a Sunday afternoon . . . " If you are free , can you come with me to the beach in the evening " she asked . . . My mind was blown . . . . " My cousin is home. She's calling me to go to the beach ." . . I was disappointed . . . " Why me ?" I asked . . . " She has her boyfriend with her . Seeb. I wouldn't go alone ." . . Anyway, I agreed to come. A chance to go out with her ? Don't throw it away . . . So we all reached the beach . The beach was very silent and less people in the beach . She introduced her cousin Surya and friend Shiva . I could talk to her peacefully because they were both in their own worlds . She talked to me casually that day . I didn't talk much that day . Mesmerized by her beauty I was looking at her . Her beauty seemed to double at sunset . Oh my God she is a beauty princess , Seeing her cheeks flushed with Arunabha made me really l**t after her . I realised that there would be no better opportunity to express my love to her . . . " What is Savin thinking " she asked . . . " let me tell you something " . . She nodded her head . . . " Gayi , I love you . I am in love with you . The first day I saw you in that moment I have a huge crush on you . . She looked shocked. She didn't seem to expect it. Her smile faded. She didn't talk to me until she left. . . I was very sad when I got home . It seemed that what I had feared had happened . I was afraid that she would be silent on me . But there was comfort in being able to tell her my mind . She called me on the phone at night . . . " Savin . I'm sorry . I behaved like that in the evening . I didn't expect it from you . I was so shocked ." . . She paused and continued . . . " Actually I didn't think so . I only saw Savin as a good friend ." . . " Gayi , don't say sorry . I've been thinking about telling you this for a while now . If your answer is no , don't be silent on mev. I can't stand your silence ." I'm in really love with you and I can't leave without you Gayathri . . . She took a deep breath . . . " Savin , I have something to say . Come in front of the library tomorrow ." . . I agreed to come . Couldn't sleep that night . The whole mind was thinking about what she had to say . Anyway, it felt peaceful that she was talking again and my mind is little bit better . . . The next morning we met in front of the library . She didn't have the usual smile on her face that day . . . "He said what he had to say ." I asked . . . she said . The story of her eight . Her eight son Shivaprasad did not die in the accident . was killed . That incident was a year ago . They were in the country that day . At the time she was studying for Plus Two . At that time there was a person who was constantly harassing her by walking behind her . he is very torturing in that time . One day her uncle went to see him and talk to him . But they talked and quarreled . Her son died there because of his stabbing . It was a big shock for her and her father . Because of that shock , her father became a heart patient . He was in the hospital for a few days . She was afraid of losing her father too . After that her father is also very worried about her . To get away from those problems , her father moved here and she joined this college . . . She is also very afraid of her father . She was afraid that if she had another attack, she would lose her father. That's why she is not risking and she can't get close to anyone she says she likes . She was determined not to let her father get hurt because of her actions . I listened to everything she said . She looked at my face . Sensing the question in my mind , she looked away from me and looked down . Then said . " I love you Savin . But I can't tell my father that . I can't take a risk with him . I won't do anything that will upset him ." . . I saw her eyes fill up . I didn't say anything . She followed . . . " Now I'm in trouble . But I'll bear it . Isn't this better than having to face more trouble later . I don't know what else to say to Savin . If you can forgive me , you must talk to me again ." . . She was on the verge of tears . I comforted her with an handkerchief . In fact , I couldn't have said anything to her . I liked her so much . I agreed to see her as a friend . Even though I was sure I couldn't . I did not show her the pain in my heart . I consoled her and left . . . But then neither of us could talk like we used to . That is why talking and seeing each other has decreased . But I was sure that no matter how long I didn't see her , I couldn't forget her . She was the only one who was full of heart . Almost a week went by . I am sure of one thing . I can't live without her and I will not live without her . I decided to meet her father and talk about things without her knowing . Gayi called on the phone that evening . She was crying and she is not telling anything . I asked her what is the problem Gayathri , Please say something . . . " Savin . My Father is in the hospital .. My little brother called me . My whole body feels weak .. I want to see my father right now .." she said . . . I calmed her down and said that I will come to the hostel soon and hung up . Then he quickly reached her hostel and took her back to her hometown . Her father is now in the hospital . Although her little father told her that there was nothing to fear , she had no peace without seeing her father . Then I realised how much she loved her father . My heart yearned to have her love . she is a daddy's girl . . . We went back to her hometown by bus . It was seven o'clock . It is a four hour journey . She sat very upset in the bus . I tried to calm her down . After traveling for some time , she fainted a little . She lay down with her head on my shoulder . I gently put back her wind blown hair . I couldn't get enough of her sleeping . Then I prayed that I would never lose her . Please god i will do anything for this girl . . . He reached the hospital very late at night . As said , there was nothing much wrong with the father . B.P. is less There was a tiredness to it . After meeting her father , her sadness changed . I spent the night there . Met her relatives . That's when I understood . She is a member of its royal family . I asked her that morning when I saw her . . . " So she's really a princess isn't she ?" . . She smiled and then looked at me with her eyes closed . . . " Come on , let's meet dad ." she said . . . I came with her to my father's room . . . " Dad, this is Savin " she introduced me . . . " Isn't it difficult because of her ?" . . " Hey, that's okay uncle ." . . " Are you in zoology ?" . . " No , he is physics ," said gayi . . . Then I noticed a shadow of doubt on her father's face . Then I went out without standing there . My father was discharged that evening . I also went to her house . Today , however , I cannot talk to him about resignation . Maybe later , I thought . In the evening I said goodbye to Gayi and returned to my house . . . A week later don't know how I got through that week . I couldn't talk to her and I was exhausted . Every time I think about her , Since she was with her father , she could not be called all the time . I was so upset that I couldn't talk to her . I decided to go to her country once more . You can see her . But it didn't work . That Sunday she unexpectedly came to my house . I was the only one at home then . Seeing her again filled my heart with joy . He wanted to run away and hug and kiss her but didn't . She still hasn't become mine . I felt that the trouble of not seeing and so on was only in my mind . Because she was very happy then . . . " Ah, here we go ." I asked . . . " This afternoon . I went to the hostel and freshened up and came straight here . I felt the need to see you ." . . " About what ." I asked . . . " I know you don't like to say thank you , but I can't help it . You've helped me so much ." . . " how " ? . . " In every way . Came with me . Comforted me . Everything . I don't know what I would have done without you ." . . I looked her and just laughed softly . She spoke again . All about her father . I was happy that she was back to her old self . But still in my mind was the pain of her not being mine . In between she said . . . " Dad asked about you ." . . " What ? What did you ask ?" . . " How did you meet me ?" she said . " Then he said one more thing ." . . I got excited . . . " Father said you look like Prasad Bro ," she said with a smile . . . I felt disappointed . It was said that she was like her dead brother . . . " And one more thing ," she said . "There is something close between us ." . . " Then what did you say ?" My breathing increased . . . " I didn't say anything ." . . ' Shey ' I thought to myself . " Father said he seemed like a good boy after seeing you . He brought me safely this far at night . He is impressed ." She paused and looked at my face . Seeing the eagerness on my face , he said with a smile . " Just by looking at my face, my father can know what's on my mindv. My father sat me close and put my hand in his and asked me if I like you ." . . " what did you say ." . . " I said it was nothing ." Then looked at my face mischievously . She said smiling seeing the disappointment on my face . . . " I said , it's not like this Czech is my prince ." She said pinching both my cheeks . . . I don't know what to do with happiness. Holding her close to me . She looked at my face and said . . . " I said that I cannot part with love . I said that this love is enough for me in this life . My father smiled at me and blessed me with his hand on my head ." . . I didn't really hear anything she said then . He was overwhelmed with happiness . I hugged her close to me . I was so happy that I got the love I wanted back. I held her close to my chest and i hugged her tightly and kissed her .... . after some days a junior boy came to our college. His name is Ashok , he is handsome and rich kid . . His main hobby is flirting , He has lots of girl friends and his main job is to flirt in w******p and i********: . One day Gayathri just walking to the library and suddenly Ashoke came and started asking her name and he said you look like my dead sister . He is good in lying . He just wanted started a conversation with her and want to get a good impression . . Next day also he came to her class to see her and started to talk with her . He asked her phone number first she didn't gave the number then he tricked her and gave her number . . He started to talk to her in w******p at first she thought he is a good kid . He started to talk about his dead sister to Gayathri but the fun fact is he doesn't have sister or brother , he is only son in their family . . . Ashok talked her with Gayathri daily and got her full trust on him . . . Then he started to show is real face , he is calling her lately in midnight at first she answered to his call because she thought he is a good kid . Later he started to call in every night and asked about what dress are you wearing now . Just like typical flirt . She was really angry on him and she said I have a lover if he knows about this he will kill you . . Ashok said , Then go and tell him he will not do anything . If he come to me I ll kick his a*s . . I lost her temper and said I ll show you and cut the phone call . . I didn't tell to Savin because I don't want to see a fight and i put it as a secret . . . Next day in college library I saw that kid started to came to me I get up from the bench and started to walk very fastly . . . He started to following me everywhere I go in canteen , class , college park . Everywhere I'm very torturing with that boy . . One day he suddenly came to me and started to talk to me , he said 100 times sorry for what he did . . But I didn't give a damn . . Suddenly he proposed me , I lose my temper and said so much things to his face . . But he still laughs and started to propose me again . . I said to him if you come again to me I ll file a complaint to principal . . He said go and file a complaint , I don't care . I was totally torturing with this kid . . One day after college hours I was reading a book in Library no one was there in the library . I was totally in my book and suddenly this boy came to library and tried to kiss and r**e me . I was shocked and started shouting but no one was there . He started to punch me and tried to kiss me . I tried all my strength and pull him down and started to run he run behind me , I ran to college front gate there were some students waiting for bus , those students helped me and he ran way . . . That day I called Savin and told about everything about Ashok . Savin was really angry on me . He said , why you didn't told me about this in that time , if you told about me in that time I ll warn him that time . . . I said If you know about this you will go and fight with Ashok that's why I didn't tell that time. . Savin said he will kill him and he walk away . . Next day morning Ashok is having Tea in canteen with friends , Savin gone to straight to him started to talk about Gayathri and what he did to her . . Ashok said she is a great girl , she don't deserve you . Boys like me is suitable for Gayathri , Losers like you don't go near to her . . Savin lost his Temper and started to Fight , Savin punched in his face and kicked him so many times in ground , He punched him for 5 minutes , after he became unconscious he stopped and started to walk away from canteen . . Next day he came with bandages full of his body , . Girls are started to laugh and trolled Ashok . . Gayathri came to him and said " I told you in that time if I said to Savin you will get lots of problems " and by the way how is your arm ? do you have any pain ? don't cry and she laughed and leave . . . Ashok was very down because he got trolled by so much students and especially by Gayathri also . . . Savin came and said if you go to near her , you will become dead body . She is my princess , She will only live with me you got it . Don't waste my time and yours by talking with her . . . Gayathri and Savin gone to beach after that , Savin told her don't with Ashok and his friends . He is so much headache for me those days , Ashok is really bad boy he will come to you and started to make drama to get your sympathy and something . Don't make him near to you , ok ? . . Gayathri said , I know him very well now , i will not go near to him or talk . Savin you take care you punched so much and he will think about to get revenge fo that , please stay alert and don't go to him . I can't lose . so please stay away from troubles . . Savin told her I ll not go and started to Fight or anything , If Ashok comes and fight me then I ll forget everything you said . I will kick him in Air next time . . Gayathri said please don't do anything stupid. Savin : stupid ? ? i did everything for you not me . Gayathri : I know that , I said because I don't want to happen anything bad for you Savin , she started to crying . I hugged and comfort her , I promise you i will not fight and I ll try to stay away from troubles . Now please smile Savin said . Gayathri smiled with tears . and they started to walk away from the beach . . After 2 months . . After the class Gayathri is walking to her hostel , she is alone in that time suddenly she got hit by a swift car from behind her back . She drowned to road side and started to bleed so badly . some people taken her to Co_operative hospital , Her father and his family came to hospital after they knew about her . Savin also sitting outside the ICU ward , he is crying and praying for her recovery. . Doctor said She lose lots blood and she is unconscious we will try everything to make her back after all are in God's hand . Police came to the hospital to the hospital and told his father she got hit by white swift car number plate K L _ , we got a cctv visuals and we will solve the case. . After 1 day Gayathri became conscious and started to talk. MY PRINCESS