Chapter Twelve I trail my fingers over the new dress hanging in my closet. The fact that I didn’t have to stress out about shopping for the perfect dress, but instead, a designer, has actually lent me a dress as fine as this to wear to the premiere of Recoil Factor seems like a dream. With the movie fast tracked to be finished and released early, I am merely two weeks away from the premiere. Press is underway and I even attended the first junket last week in L.A. Filming starts on Monday for Beloved, the Amish film, which means I’ll be missing most of the international premieres. I am still bummed out about that, truth be told, but the junket was filled with peering eyes and whispered stories about my scandal, so maybe it is better in the long run. Since I am going to be able to attend