I felt my heart break. The girl clinging to Gavin's arm gazed into his eyes in complete adoration. What shattered me was he returned the look. I mumbled 'excuse me', went back into my suite and locked the door. I didn't want anyone to see how broken I felt. With my back against the door, I sank down to the floor. Sobs wracked my body as my mind struggled to process what I had just witnessed. Was she his mate? I knew he was of the age he could find his mate. I knew it was possible. He would make an amazing mate. Selfishly, I had hoped it would eventually be me. Just thinking of him with someone else was painful. My heart felt like it was being ripped from my chest. It hurt to breathe. I could feel that my seven Jades, and Jada, were as stunned as me. The realization came to me - I not