Yes, I would still be me. I know I am strong emotionally. I have always been resilient. And I am generally a very happy, fun-loving, focused girl.
But that doesn't mean I'm not hurting. Because I am. The guy I love is with someone else. I feel betrayed on so many levels. How do I get over that? I just want to go back to bed and cry. Honestly, this past year has been horrible. I have lost my mom, my sister, my home, and now my best friend. I don't want to have a pity party. But Goddess, I just really need to catch a break. I'm tired. I'm cranky. I've had a hard year. I feel like I need some downtime. But I know darn well that I won't get any.
"So what happens next?" I sighed to Ma.
"I don't think doing nothing will be good for you. You need to keep your mind and body busy. Otherwise, y
