Clarice Today, the store isn’t as busy as it normally is, so I haven’t quite been occupied like I normally am, and I hate it because, when I’m not doing something, I’m thinking and that is just the one thing that I’m trying to avoid. I can’t help myself but think about Tobias, and the fact that he sent me flowers and chocolates that early in the morning. I never thought he had it in him to apologize, and I know I shouldn’t have lied to him about being lactose intolerant because I’m a huge lover of mami’s milkshakes but I needed to tell him something that would put the message across. He is not going to buy me into that contract marriage with him. Besides, I hate chocolates, I don’t know why, but I just do, and that’s why I knew the gifts were from someone who didn’t know me well, becau