It's upsetting. To witness such a tragedy in a family is upsetting. Aaminin ko na maraming pagkakataon ko nang tinanong ang sarili kung bakit ganoon si daddy at pinagdududahan ang pamilyang mayroon ako. I thought it was selfish for the world to lock me in an island all the while convincing myself I'm loved. I'm precious. I may have a cold-hearted dad but I have everyone who loves me.
Now I realized it is me who is being selfish. Selfish to ask dad for his full attention and love when he is still recovering from the loss of my mom. So selfish to be free from the island when he solely wants my safety.
I'm so selfish to ask for more when there's someone out there, like Sirius, who's been a lot and is still going through it... alone.
Halos ipikit ko ang mga mata ko mapigilan lang ang nagbab
