Courtney I've been lying awake, alone, in my bed for hours now. Ryder took his pillow and a blanket and went downstairs to sleep on the sofa. In all our years together, he's never done that. Our argument a few hours ago was our worst to date. The worst part of it is, none of the things we've been arguing about have anything to do with us. I turn over and look at the clock. It's nearly 5:00am, so may as well get up and start the day. I shower and get dressed before going into Charlie's room to wake her. When I turn on the light next to her bed, I notice a pink envelope sticking out from underneath her pillow. My name is written on the outside and when I examine it closer, I recognize it to be Piti's hot pink stationery. I open the envelope and pull out a neatly written letter.