Mistake number 3

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Lincoln's p.o.v A couple of weeks have gone by. Lately, all I have been doing is working during the day and drowning myself in alcohol once I get home. I always said I didn't want to be like my father, but the way my life has been going, I can tell this is where it is headed. I have tried my best to be a decent man, but for some reason my life has gone to sh!t. I rarely drink. I hate alcohol and what it did to my life, but f*ck, all I can think about is Victoria, or whatever her name is. I've heard her family call her Val. All I can think about is how I fell for her sh!t. Her innocent act. Then I see her and Ant all of the time, all over each other and it just makes everything worse. The jealousy that makes its way through my body is disturbing. I only spent 2 weeks with her. I don't understand where these strong feelings came from. I have to hate her. To get my mind off her, today, I have some of my club brothers over. Dani and I decided to have a small get-together. I made sure not to invite Ant. I don't want to risk seeing her. People begin showing up and I notice that it includes half-naked women. This is good. Maybe I should bury myself in someone to get her out of my mind. "We got some strippers to welcome you guys," Runner tells me as he slaps a female on the a$$. We all stand around while girls dance all over the place. I see nothing exciting about this though, I would prefer to be with my person. I sigh. She broken me. Diablo comes over. "Where's Ant?" he asks. I don't want to admit that I didn't invite him. Luckily, Runner intervenes. "Silver's house. She just got back from her little vacation and is having something at her house. I am about to head over there." he says. "Man, I haven't seen her in weeks. Can I come? You know I have always been in love with your sister." he says, and Runner glares at him. "Stay away from my sister. She is an angel and doesn't need you corrupting her." he says. Diable laughs. "I would treat her right, you know that." he tells Runner. "Maybe at first, but you would get bored and cheat. You two are too different, plus you are a man-wh0re, so it won't work out and I don't want to kick your a$$ for hurting my sister. None of that matters though, because I know you don't have a chance," he says. I wonder how many sisters Runner has. I haven't made the time to get to know anyone here. Just Monster. I know he is all about his wife and kids. Always telling me stories. As a matter of fact, he did mention Silver. I don't really remember everything he said right now though, and I am too drunk to care right now. "I'm heading out." Runner tells me. "Have fun with these wh0res" he tells me. "Dani can keep them. I'm heading to bed." I say. He looks at me like I am crazy. "What? You mind if I stay and keep at least one of them? Can't let these h0es go to waste." Diable says. "You better stay away from Silver. She doesn't need a dog like you around her." Runner tells Diablo. "I will change my wh0rish ways for her," he says laughing, and Runner just shakes his head. I want to meet this Silver. I have heard her name a lot. I turn the music down because it is now 2 am and I am about to go to bed. Dani is in a corner, making out with her girl and Diablo and some other guys are getting lap dances from the strippers. I am not interested. I swear that female who I will not name has me too f*cked up in the head. I seriously need to get my head out of my a$$. I hear a knock on the door. I open it and I am surprised to see my dad standing here, but even more shocked to hear the voice I thought I would never hear again, because I hate the person who it belongs to. "Lincoln, baby, oh how I have missed you." Caila says. "What are you doing here?" I ask her. "I came to drop your father off of course. He gave me your address." she says, and I glare at my dad. He just looks down. "Thanks for bringing him. You can get out of here and go back where you came from." I say. "No way. I am tired. Can't I at least sleep here tonight?" she asks. I sigh. I give up. I shrug and walk to my room and lock it. They can do whatever they want. I need sleep. Monster and I have a big job and I have to get up early to get there on time. I can be a f*ck up, but one thing I will not do is f*ck up at work. That is the one thing I take very seriously. I will speak to my dad tomorrow. The next day I work almost 16 hours. I feel like I have so much energy. I don't want to stop, but Monster forces me to do so. "You alright kid?" he asks me. I have gotten along with him so I decide to confide in him. I won't say any names. I don't need him knowing I am talking about his family, but I need to talk to someone about this. "Remember the female I told you about. She lied to me. She is married and has a kid." I laugh at how crazy that sounds. "Oh wow, that sucks. There's so many other women though. You are young. Don't get hung up on her. Whatever is meant to be, will be," he tells me. "I just felt like we had a connection. I have never felt that way ever, especially in such a short time. It just sucks." I say. He pats my back. "Things will work themselves out. Now, lets head out. Party tonight. Come have some beers with me." he tells me. I nod, not wanting to talk about it any longer. Some beers sound good. Victoria's p.o.v I returned home and had a small get-together with my family. I was only away for a bit, but the news I received made me feel home sick for some reason, so I ran back to see them. Today I am just relaxing. While I was away, I got so sick that I had to go to urgent care. I caught a bug and couldn't stop throwing up. Well, my bug ended up being a baby. I am pregnant and this baby is just sucking the life out of me. I have been so sick. I returned home, but I wasn't sure I would be able to keep this baby a secret for long. Luckily, I have been able to so far. Today, I plan on going to the clubhouse to look for Lincoln. Mom mentioned there is a party, and I think he needs to know that he is going to be a dad. I just hope he hears me out this time, because I don't think I have the energy to try to explain to him that I have a twin sister and she is who he thinks I am another time, so it is now or never. I check myself in the mirror one last time. After I give him the news, I will let my family know. I have no idea how they will take the news, but if they didn't snap at Valeria for getting pregnant at 16, I doubt they will care now though. I also have to tell them that I got fired and basically "blacklisted". I drive to the clubhouse, feeling nervous.. I have the paper and ultrasound I got at urgent care. You can't really see anything, but I want to give it to him. I arrive at the clubhouse and I park my car after the prospect lets me in. I am so nervous so I decide to sit in my car for a bit to gather myself. I am talking myself into doing this. I don't want to get turned away. What will I do then? I guess I have to be prepared for that to happen too. He might not want to talk to me. I am sure once he hears me out and I tell him everything, he will laugh. He will probably feel extremely stup!d too. I am in my car when I see some people walking towards the prospect at the door, but they are not allowed in. Upon trying to look closer, it looks like a man and a woman. She is wearing s3xy clothes, so I wonder why she wasn't allowed in. I grab the paper that confirms my pregnancy and the ultrasound picture and I am about to open the door when I see Linoln and his sister walk out of the front door and straight to the man and woman. I sit in here for a bit, then decide that it is now or never. Maybe telling him in front of people will make him hear me out and not yell and leave again. I step out of my car at the same time that Vanna's car pulls up, so I wait for her. This will be easier with her here. She comes over and hugs me. "Just follow my lead," I tell her. She doesn't know I am pregnant or what is about to happen. This I have kept to myself. I feel like he deserves to know first. "Hello" I say as we walk up to them. They all look at us and Lincoln scowls at me. That's not good. "Hello, you are?" the woman wearing the s3xy clothes asks. I notice that the older man looks dirty. Reminds me of the two little girls at the school. He steps back towards the wall, making himself invisible.. "Victoria" I say and turn to Lincoln. "Can we talk?" I ask him, but he doesn't say anything. "Link, you know this woman?" she asks him. "nah, she is no-one" he says and ouch that stings, hurts, makes me feel like sh!t. "I'm sorry, who are you?" Vanna asks her. "Hi, I am Caila, I am Lincoln's fiancee, soon to be wife." she says. I notice his eyes widen, but he doesn't say anything. "I have nothing to talk to you about. I thought I made it clear when I said I never want to speak to you again." he tells me. "Come on baby, lets go to your room. I'm h0rny" the woman tells him before I can say anything. She grabs his arm and throws it over her shoulder and she drags him towards the clubhouse. "Lincoln" Vanna yells. He stops and turns around. "Always remember tonight, because you will regret it for the rest of your life," she says. Vanna doesn't know that I am pregnant, but I love how hard she rides for me. I am sure she put two and two together and she was around last time when he said those cruel words to me and left me standing there. I turn around and walk to my car. I don't bother to hear his response or anything else anyone has to say. He has a fiancee. What the f*ck. He lied to me. He played me.
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