22 Returning light brought pain. Instead of a soft pillow, hard plastic un-gently cradled my head. On the bright side, gentle fingers touched arms, my legs. Who? Memory wasn’t gentle. It slammed into my brain. Willis. Gun. Death. I started to struggle. “I have Phisohex!” “Is that what you did to the poor guy?” The voice sounded like Kel’s. “I told you I wasn’t safe in the hospital,” I muttered. Death could have me now that I knew he’d live the rest of his life tortured by guilt. I sagged back and waited. No light beckoned me into the next world, so I opened my eyes. It hurt. I didn’t want to do that again, so I left them open and tried out my arms and legs. I didn’t think I could be more uncomfortable. I was wrong. “You shouldn’t move,” Kel began. “No kidding.” I tried them again,