"Are you f*****g kidding me? You're gonna tell me what my kid needs when you kept her away from me all this time? You had my kid out in the f*****g world and I didn't even know she existed. I move across the globe, putting my life in danger to make the world a better place for other people's kids, and never knew that I had one of my own to safeguard, to protect. You can get the f**k outta my face now before this s**t gets ugly." I didn't care about her slumped shoulders or the tears that were gathering in her eyes. She f*****g gutted me. Only someone who had no f*****g regard for me could've done something like this to me; f**k her. How was it possible to hate and want someone at the same time? This whole thing was so confusing. I hadn't really had time to take it all in yet, to put t