Lisa’s POV
“Don’t make me repeat myself, slave. Go over the desk,” his angry voice echoed in the room, making my entire body tremble with fear.
I looked up to hold his gaze and was terrified when I noticed his green eyes had turned gray and were filled with rage. Fear gripped me tightly, and I wished I could do something to stop him.
Filled with embarrassment and shame, I wrapped my arms around my chest and moved over to the desk with shaky legs. “Turn your back,” he ordered, and my heart raced faster. I obeyed and positioned my back to face him.
Hot tears fell freely down my cheeks as my whole body trembled with fear. I was so terrified, so scared of what he would do to me.
Soon, I heard his footsteps behind me, and then I felt his suffocating presence. He was so close that I had to swallow the bile rising in my throat, unable to move. Suddenly, a blindfold slipped over my eyes, and I flinched.
“Stay still,” he ordered, and panic surged through me. My breathing grew rapid and shallow.
“What… are…”
“I won’t give you the pleasure of seeing me naked,” he spat with anger and tied the blindfold behind my head.
My fear intensified as my sight went dark. I became even more scared of what he was going to do to me. What if he killed me or did something insane?
“No…! Take it off. I promise I won’t look,” I pleaded in fear and heard him respond with an angry grunt, but he didn’t remove the blindfold.
The sound of his zipper made me cringe, and my entire body locked up in fear. Before I could comprehend what was happening, forceful hands gripped my thighs and parted my legs. I wanted to pull away out of panic, but he slammed my head onto the desk and leaned close to my left ear. “You are my slave. I bought you. Your body belongs to me now,” he snarled, and my entire body went numb as his words replayed in my head. “Not a move or a sound from you,” he warned, forcing me to go mute; even my sobs stopped.
Silence filled the air, but suddenly, I felt him part my legs wider, and then I felt the tip of his length touching my entrance.
My heart raced, but I remained still, the darkness making it worse for me.
Forcefully, he yanked me closer to himself and forcefully inserted himself into me without preparation. “Ahhhh,” I exclaimed in pain, but he kept pushing himself in until his full length was entirely inside me, taking my virginity in such a brutal way.
I heard him groan, but I couldn’t tell if it was from satisfaction or anger. He pulled out of me and slammed in again. “Ahh!,” I cried. The pain was unbearable, but he gripped my hair and pulled my head off the desk.
“One more sound from you, and I will f**k you to death,” he threatened and slammed my head back onto the desk.
“Your father is dead, but I believe he can see this—his precious daughter brutally f****d,” he grunted as he pulled out and then plunged forcefully inside me. I muffled my pain and felt him thrust in and out of me as he aggressively took me. He gathered my hair into a ponytail and gripped it tightly as he slammed harder.
Discomfort consumed my entire being as the pain from his hard thrusts became unbearable. I could hear his grunts as he struggled to thrust in and out of me. I wanted to cry, shout, and scream, but I realized I was too weak and broken to say a word. All I could do was weep silently while he had his way with me in the most brutal way.
“Blame your father for this. He is the reason you are going through this,” he grunted and held my waist tightly. “He should be here to pay for his sins. Instead, he killed himself, and you, his precious daughter, will pay for it,” he groaned and slammed deeper, the desk squeaking from the effect of his hard thrusts.
“You…” he couldn’t finish his words as a moan left his lips, but it was soon replaced by a grunt.
He continued slamming harder inside me, his angry grunts and groans echoing in the room for several minutes until he suddenly stopped and aggressively pulled out of me, leaving me collapsed on the desk, muffling my tears.
With panting breaths, I waited for his next action, but instead, his grip on my waist loosened. I couldn’t move; I just remained collapsed on the desk as my whole body trembled with pain.
A suffocating silence filled the air, and my heart raced faster as I imagined what he would do next. I knew he hadn’t released, so I was sure he wasn’t done with me yet.
“Leave,” his cold, commanding voice vibrated through the room’s walls.
Soft sobs left my lips as I reached for the blindfold, loosened it, and took it off my eyes. I blinked as more tears fell down my cheeks. Slowly, I lifted myself off the desk, and with shaky legs, I tried to stand upright. I looked between my thighs and realized they were stained with blood. My entire body ached—not just from physical pain but emotional pain. Never would I have thought that my first time would be in such a brutal way. I had always fantasized that my first time would be with my mate, a man who loves me. I never imagined being taken brutally by a monster who hates me.
Sobbing softly, I tried to stand upright, but my legs were too weak, and I ended up falling to the ground. Slowly, I lifted my gaze and saw him seated on the armchair with a glass of whiskey in his hand. He was already dressed, and merely looking at him, one would never guess he had just taken me so cruelly.
“What are you waiting for? Get out…” his threat hung in the air, and I had to force myself to crawl to where my gown lay. Reaching for the gown, I picked it up and forced myself up on my feet. My legs could barely carry my weight, but I forced myself to stand upright despite them shaking.
I slipped it over my shoulders, feeling the fabric scratch against my skin.
Now covered, I glanced his way again, and our gazes interlocked. This time, nobody looked away. Alpha Nathan stared into my eyes with anger and hate. I could see a promise of greater punishment and pain in his eyes. It was as if he was telling me that what, I felt, was just the beginning.
“Get out,” he commanded, and this time I forced myself to move. Slowly, I took a step while ignoring the pain between my thighs. As I approached the door, I could feel his piercing gaze on my back, but I didn’t stop or look back.
I reached the door, pushed it open, and stepped into the hallway to see the guard who had brought me waiting for me. The moment I shut the door behind me, I collapsed, my vision going dark as I lost consciousness.