It would be a waste to just kill you. I'm going to have some fun with you. Elena, I love you so much. But I can't turn away from Alexandra. You move, I slit your throat, understand? I want you to shoot her, Jonathan. Prove your loyalty to me. I love you, Elena. Forgive me. I gasped and opened my eyes. My heart was beating rapidly in my chest and I felt sweat slowly run down my back. The only thing I dreamed of were memories of how Caleb tried to rape me and the death of Jonathan. Not even in my sleep am I safe from what happened. But Caleb and Jonathan weren't the only ones on my mind. Alexandra also haunted me in my dreams. The mixed feelings of anger and fear made me unsure of what to think of her. It would be stupid to just hate her. I need to fear her as wel