"You need to calm down." Antonio said to break the uncomfortable silence between us. His words only made me feel more irritated, but they were also true. I really needed to calm down. After we left the house I hadn't said a single word to Antonio. The way he betrayed my trust by not telling me about Jonathan, who I love so much, was like a stigma on my skin. Jonathan is the only person on this planet that fully understands me and knows every part of my life. Just imagining him hurt, or dead, made anxiety bubble up in my chest. I was so worried, and angry. Antonio was ashamed. I could see it in his pale eyes and how he acted towards me. I'm not sure why he thought bringing Jonathan into this was a good idea. It seems he only thinks about me and doesn't give a f**k about him. "I'