I cleaned the bathroom while Lilah went and got herself changed for bed. With a promise of a hot chocolate in the lounge before we finally settled in bed.
Though to be honest I was just delaying the inevitable which was the fact I hadn't asked which bed...... when we initially agreed her to live here was when we were seeing how things went so I'd said to have the spare room.... But we had marked each other now.... And I really want her to sleep with me....
Though to be fair I wanted her to sleep with me before too... but even more so now..... but I was terrified to ask..... maybe she'd still want to sleep in the spare room.... I don't want to pressure her... I want to do the right thing by her....
Wow we'd made a mess in here...but f*****g hell we'd had some fun.... She was amazing...
