I quickly drive away from the ice cream parlour without looking back. I shouldn't have let myself act like than with him. He's so easy to mess around with, to have a laugh with, the same as the other guys but the difference with Knox is it easily seems to fall over into flirting and that scares me. I don't even realise I've done it until it's too late...it just happens with him.... I shouldn't do that, he has a mate out there.... But then it felt like was going to kiss me back there....it scared me..... because I wanted him to.... I really did.... But at the same time as he raised his hand for some reason I instinctively flinched, probably all the beating I've had in the last year of late from Anya and her friends. I didn't expect the tears though. I think all the emotions of everyth