Hindi ko alam ang gagawin o sasabihin kaya tumayo lang ako in the middle of our room. Hindi na rin gumalaw o tumingin sa akin ulit si Vaughn. I clenched my fist. Hindi ako dapat ganito sa kanya. It’s when he needed me the most, but I chose to avoid him for my own sake.
Para hindi ako matakot o kabahan.
Pero si Vaughn, lahat ng kailangan ko ibinibigay nya. He would always take his time to make sure na okay ako, that I have all I need. He’s making time for me. Palagi nyang inuuna ang safety ko. He’s doing everything he can. He’s not just my husband, he’s also the only person that knows my deepest, darkest secret.
And amid all that, I chose to avoid him for my own peace of mind.
Anong klaseng asawa ako? Anong klaseng kaibigan? Tao?
Fuck. Gusto kong malusaw sa kinatatayuan ko ngayon. I
