Nasa factory na ako ng distillery ay ramdam ko pa rin ang init ng pisngi ko. Habang tumatagal ay mas nagiging intimate si Vaughn sa akin. I am not complaining, but sometimes, I still question myself kung ano ba ang appropriate thinking or mindset whenever it happens.
Ayokong dumating ang oras na sanay na ako sa ganoong pakikitungo sa akin ni Vaughn tapos biglang may magbago. I was us as is, like we are kind of bestfriends pero kasal nga lang. We tell each other everything, I get to be a little bit bossy towards the supposed to be real boss which is Vaughn, we get to care for each other, pero ang awkward naman kasi kung ako ang magbubukas ng topic about being a little intimate with each other.
I am not uncomfortable physically, rather, mentally. Dahil hindi ko alam ang dapat kong I react
