40. Tamia's POV
I was fidgeting on my seat where I sat as we waited for my time to enter the wedding venue.
So many thoughts were running through my mind and none of them was pleasant.
What if Killian changed his mind?
What if Logan followed me here and he crashes my wedding?
What if all these people learned the truth about me?
What if something bad happens and makes Killian not want to marry me anymore?
Those among others.
I had been through so much s**t that all the good things that were happening in my life looked like a farce.
None of it seemed real.
I knew maybe it was a low self esteem or low self worth but could you blame me?
I was a poor omega since I was born and dad had to work hard to make ends meet and then he died leaving me at the mercy of the man who killed him.
