34. Tamia's POV
I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous.
I was very very nervous.
This ritual was a complicated one that called for me to do a lot of things that I hadn't ever done before.
Heck, I didnt even know yet how these powers I had worked.
I had no precedence and all I did was from reflexes and trials.
But it was for Killian and for my future too seeing that we were bonded now.
If he died, that meant that I would be a young widow and I couldn't have that.
He followed me slowly and doubtfully and I could tell that he was fighting to keep himself calm.
I knew this from the way he was sweating and the way his veins were bulging at the neck and hands.
He was in pain and I knew that according to the curse, that pain would alleviate if he started killing.
But that wasn't g
