74. Strina's Diary (Book One) November 12th I haven't written in a long while and I feel like I am not myself yet. I have been going through one of those bouts where I don't even remember who I am. During those moments, it's like I am suspended on air and I just watch as life passes me by. If the nurses don't help in forcing me to eat or take a bath, I guess I would die of hunger. Those are the moments when the deaths of my family members come to me in bouts. I can see my mom crying asking me why I did it. Dad is always by her and mom is always this grey wolf with the most beautiful fur I had ever seen on a wolf. "Trina, why did you do it? Shouldn't you have told us earlier and maybe we would have been helped? That is always mom's question and she doesn't say anything else. The