Why? Why? Why the hell did I let this happen? How did I succumb to his desire this way? I just gave my virgin ass to that i***t. I knew I couldn't trust him. He forced my rejection, and now I'm in pain. I need to get home quickly, shower, and get into bed. My ass and back hurt, but what hurts the most is my soul and heart. I feel short of breath, and this pain is so terrible. I never imagined that rejecting would be so painful. And it's not over yet. Klaus needs to accept my rejection, and the pain will worsen. Why Moon Goddess? Why did you give me Klaus as a mate? Have I not suffered enough in my short life? I lost my mother and my father is as if I had lost him on the same day. I grew up without my pack and my friends. I know that you allowed me to grow up where I was loved and where I