Finding a Way to Love

Adelaide The music pumped from the speakers so loud that it made the floor shake, and the soft and strobe lights made the club dark and in a way mysterious, since you couldn't even see people's faces. I moved my strawberry blonde hair behind my shoulders and sighed as I followed Mandy to the bar. "Don't do that long snout, Ade! It's your birthday! We have to celebrate." she yelled in my ear as she wrapped her arm around my shoulders. I bit my bottom lip and hung my head from side to side as I let her drag me towards the counter. My birthday, yes. What a great way to celebrate. That day the head of my design studio had given me the day off since it was my birthday, telling me that I should spend it with my so-called boyfriend. So I got home in the morning and was surprised to see Peter's car parked in the driveway. I thought he had come back earlier to prepare a surprise for me. Of course, I had the surprise, but not the one I expected, of course. As soon as I entered the house, I was greeted by moans and screams that led me to go to the living room, where I found my so-called boyfriend, with his c**k stuck in the ass of a girl on all fours in front of him, on my couch. My f*****g couch! I had been motionless for at least two minutes, without him even noticing my presence, as he continued to f**k the redhead relentlessly, until he was interrupted by my gasp. Peter had turned to me, slipping out of the girl's ass and coming towards me with his hands raised in the air, with his hard c**k still and the condom on. "Baby-" he told me, "It's not what it seems." I shook my head, pushing the memory away, as I rested my elbows on the counter and crossed my hands under my chin waiting for the bartender to deign to listen to me. I should have known long ago that Peter had gone elsewhere to look for what we no longer shared together. We hadn't had s*x in months, I didn't feel the need to do it with him, he didn't make me feel sexy and he didn't attract me. Maybe it was better that way. Not that I felt particularly devastated by what had happened. On the contrary, I was simply annoyed about my couch, and the fact that now I would have to look for another apartment to live in, and I didn't feel like it at all. "What can I bring you, honey?" he asked with a wink. "Vodka and soda." I replied without a second thought. Mandy asked for herself while I sighed as I turned and rested my elbows on the counter behind me, and then looked at the dance floor full of people. "Tonight's goal," my friend yelled in my ear, "To find you a handsome man who can bang you properly, making you forget about that cockroach you had as a boyfriend." she continued cheerfully. I giggled and shook my head. "I don't have that A lot of interest in s*x, you know?" I told her. "You think so, just because you haven't had a good f**k in months, and you're not attracted to that cockroach." she said, "As soon as you lay eyes on a cool man, you'll get wet like never before." she said winking as she ran her tongue over her teeth. With my mouth, I formed an "o" in surprise and then shook my head. "I wonder if you think before you speak like that." I said, shaking my head in shock. "Only the truth, my dear." she said with a wink. The barman placed our cocktails in front of us, and I took mine, then turned and turned my gaze towards the dance floor, with one elbow resting on the wooden counter. The music was booming everywhere, The dim lights made the bodies on the runway just a mass that moved and rubbed against each other. I grabbed the straw with the tips of two fingers and brought it to my mouth and then wrapped my lips around it and sucked on some of the cocktail. The liquid slipped down my throat, and immediately it burst into flames, bringing a sweet numbness throughout my body. Mandy next to me, began to slowly move her body in time to the music as she looked around. I watched her carefully, while her gaze rested on a guy standing on the side of the track, with a black shirt unbuttoned at the first buttons, ash blond hair and dark eyes. His shirt wrapped around his broad shoulders and muscular arms, like a second skin. Mandy watched him from head to toe, tilting her head to the side to look at his firm ass, with a face of appreciation, as the man turned and met her gaze. Mandy winked at him, and he did the same, holding up the bottle of beer in a toast, the same thing she did with her cocktail. "How the hell is that possible?" I asked in shock. Mandy turnedaround."Anything is possible love. You just have to trust in yourself." she said, happy to have found her victim of the evening. I sighed and shook my head as I turned my head toward the entrance from where, at that moment, a group of people was entering. The crowd opened up two of us to let that group pass, and I frowned. Dressed in fancy designer suits, they walked with their heads held high as they talked to each other. The first two were older, in their fifties, their dark and gray hair was neat and pulled back. People watched them carefully as they walked around as if they owned the place, and maybe they did. I shifted my gaze to those behind and froze. My eyes fell on what was probably the most handsome man I had ever seen. Black hair was a tousled skein on the head, The green eyes like two emeralds looked like two beacons in the night. He wore a suit with a dark jacket and a white shirt. The jacket was closed with a button on the abdomen, while he kept his hands in the pockets of his dress pants. The man was walking with his head held high, his gaze turned in front of him, while the one next to him was talking busily. The body was slender and muscular, and he immediately felt me inflame imagining those broad bare shoulders, as I ran my nails over them. I shook my head as I felt a sensation between my legs that forced me to squeeze my thighs together, as I nibbled at the straw with my teeth. As if he had felt my gaze on him, the man's head snapped in my direction and our eyes collided. For a moment it seemed as if the world around me ceased to exist as our eyes met. I felt a tremor in my lower abdomen as his fiery gaze ran across my body, and for the first time since I had left the house that evening, I felt comfortable in the dress Mandy had chosen for me. A dress that consisted of a piece of black cloth, a wide v-neckline that covered only the front of the breasts, Leaving the side uncovered and tucked into a belt around the abdomen, the skirt was pencil skirt and reached up to the middle of the thigh. Thanks to that dress my breasts were dangerously exposed, showing the groove on my chest and the shape of the side that could be glimpsed. The straps tapered over my shoulders, leaving my back uncovered and then joining with the back. His gaze ran from head to toe and, for a moment, I felt me catch fire, as he advanced in his direction until he was forced to take his eyes off me. I followed him With my eyes, noticing how they went to the bottom of the track, where there was a staircase leading to the top, a private area that had a cabin with tinted windows. I watched him climb the stairs and then disappear into the privè and, only then, did I breathe. I didn't even realize I'd been holding my breath until then. I gulped down the rest of my cocktail and turned to bang the glass on the counter. I shook my head and took a deep breath as I tried to calm my body which seemed to have suddenly come to life. I ordered another round to the bartender while Mandy threw her arm around my shoulders "Have you seen those coolies?" she screamed in my ear trying to overcome the sound of the music that was booming throughout the club. "Everybody's seen them, Man!" I screamed as I grabbed my new glass. Mandy threw her head back laughing, then grabbed me by the arm and pulled me towards the track, no matter my protests. She strode up to the boy she'd been making eye contact with and walked past him, glancing eloquently at him as she swayed toward the track. I rolled my eyes to the sky and followed her, pulling me out of her grasp and grabbing the straw to bring to my lips with her fingers, while my gaze flew over the tinted windows of the privé. I shook my head and slipped into the crowd. Mandy turned to me and, winking, began to move her hips from side to side, with her back to the boy from before and giving him a good view of what he offered. I rolled my eyes and began to sway in time to the music, nibbling on the straw of my cocktail, while my eyes, from time to time, darted towards the private room with the tinted windows. A shiver of excitement ran through my body, as if my whole being was expecting him to be watching me from up there. I shook my head and turned around, continuing to dance. I added two more cocktails to my collection and the alcohol began to make its way into my body, I felt my head light and my body limp as I moved in time to the music. Mandy was now studying the guy's mouth while I continued to reject anyone who approached me. I sighed and decided I had had enough, I was tired of all the fuss and bustle and people rubbing against me like I was a f*****g pole. None of them had caught my interest, and my gaze, from time to time, darted towards the darkened area where I had seen this man who had immediately caught my interest. I shook my head and moved my pelvis again, shifting my gaze back to the prive and, suddenly, I saw the door open and, the men who had entered before, They all came out, one after the other, including the mysterious man who had knocked my panties off with just a glance. I nibbled at the straw with my teeth as I watched him carefully descend the stairs. He walked around the runway slowly away, his hands tucked into the pockets of the dress pants he was wearing, his dark hair slightly tousled on his head, his eyes fixed in front of him as he listened intently to the man at his side saying something to him. I sighed and swirled my tongue around the straw, maybe it was alcohol, but I felt extremely hot. Suddenly his head snapped to the side, as if he sensed something, his gaze met mine and I immediately turned, pretending nothing had happened as I continued to sway, but I felt his eyes on my back, his gaze sent shivers down my neck and I tightened my hand around my glass. I shook my head and let myself be carried away by the music, from time to time I turned to look for him among the mass of people crowded outside the dance floor and I saw him near the counter talking to a provocatively dressed woman. She placed her hand on his arm, while he kept one elbow resting on the counter and looked at her carefully. I don't know why, but that sight particularly bothered me, the way she provoked and touched him, the way his eyes were glued to her. I shook my head and turned around again, seeing a guy approach me in a provocative manner, I sighed and let him wrap his arm around my hips, pulling me to him, gluing our bodies, while my arm automatically went around his neck. We started moving together in time to the music, I let myself be carried away by the music, closing my eyes and rubbing myself against the boy in front of me. The guy came over and rubbed his nose against mine then when he made to kiss me I shifted, letting his lips end up on my cheek. I closed my eyes as he rubbed his pelvis against me and began to kiss me, going up to my ear and then down to my neck. I sighed and pushed myself against him, maybe I could give in and drag him to the bathroom, I hadn't had s*x for so long that at that moment I wanted to give myself to him too. The boy slipped his hand through my hair and bent my head, I opened my eyes and looked at him, his were veiled with desire as he looked at my lips and moistened his with his tongue. He bent his head down, bringing his mouth closer to mine. I froze and turned, turning my back to him and grabbing my straw with my lips, in a few seconds the body next to mine disappeared and when I turned around, I saw that the boy was gone. I sighed and shook my head. I wasn't good at these things at all. I shook my head again. It was better to go home, or rather to Mandy's house. I found her clinging to the boy from before, and when I made my way to approach her and warn her that I was coming home, an arm wrapped around my pelvis from behind while a broad chest rested on my back. I rolled my eyes and started to walk away, but the grip of whoever was behind me tightened. So I turned around, determined to send him to that country, and when I collided with those emerald green eyes, I was surprised.