AUGUST
Facing her finally got some things off my chest. But, I think I was a bit harsh on her. I mean, yes, I am mad at her and I want to take my revenge on her. If you come to think of everything, carefully, pitting the deeds that have been done aside, it's not her fault. She's much of a victim as I am. The personality of people that hurt me relating to her, which she is not aware of is not what I should hold against her. And, it happened many years ago even before she was born. So locking her up and feeding her like some animal in a fattening session to produce a large quantity of meat when been killed, is not fair. One of my golden rules is, “we never hurt the innocent.” She is innocent in this case.
My conscience was disturbed. Right now, I feel like the most terrible person. I am a
