I thought I was going to have a damn heart attack when Nadja called for me. It was the strangest thing too. I felt a tugging at my soul. Like something was begging me to.. I'm not even sure. Then I felt Nadja's panic like it was my own. I knew instantly that it was her. I should never have left Nadja's side. No matter how upset I was, I only left to go off and sulk somewhere. Me and my stupid feelings. Nadja being scared of Max the way she was, really put things into perspective for me. This whole time I've been pushy and flirty with Nadja. She didn't seem to mind that much, so I kept pushing. This situation really showed me that Nadja is actually much more than just skiddish around people. She's terrified. Especially of men bigger than her. Which makes sense given what she's told me.