I walked away from Axton. I feel awful about telling him I won't stay with him anymore tonight. I just.. It was so clear that Karla was upset that we were together. Not only that, but..
What the hell were we doing? Gildor had never placed his lips on me before.. He had.. fondled me a few times, but.. It was nothing like with Axton.
Was that because I also wanted it? Was it because it was Axton? What was wrong with me?
I knew that there was a possibility that Karla and Axton were more than friends. Seeing her so angry though.. and then to ask to speak to Axton alone.. I don't want Karla to hate me.
I feel so awful all around. As soon as I turned the corner in the castle, I had to stop. Tears started to fall from my eyes.
I made Karla mad. I created problems between the two of them. And
