Ruby
I wait at the end of Nancy’s driveway in the cold for Atwood to come and get me. When the car pulls up, I’m both disappointed and relieved to see that he sent a driver; disappointed because I really could have used his comfort right now, but also relieved because I know that he would probably yell at me for what I did at Nancy’s party.
I don’t know whether Nancy will forgive me this time. To be honest, I don’t even know if I can forgive myself after what I did. If I don’t get my anger under control, there’s no telling what I’ll do the next time someone makes me mad.
As Atwood’s driver takes me home, I can’t stop thinking about my vision of Beck. Sure, she’s been a b***h to me, but that doesn’t mean that I want her to get hurt. Now that I know that I can change the outcome
