The lunch bell rang, I knew I was supposed to meet up with Lindsey at lunch but decided to go to the court yard instead. Lindsey was one of my go to girls, she of course thought we were a little more since we had been f*****g since last year, I mean yeah she’s a good lay and it’s nice to keep her around to get my d**k wet but that's about all she’s good for.
I headed outside walking over to my friends, knowing Lindsey would eventually find me.
“Whats up dude!” I heard my best friend Arron say as I approached them.
“Glad to get the f**k out of that class, f*****g jocks piss me the f**k off!” I said clinching my jaw. Just the f*****g thought of those pricks pisses me off, they had made my life a living hell since I got here, always got something slick to say, thinking there all badass an s**t but f**k them!
“f**k them, don’t let them assholes get to you dude” I heard him say.
“I can’t wait until we get the f**k out of this school!!” I said while turning around jumping up and taking a seat on the edge of the picnic table.
I looked around the court yard surprised I didn’t see Lindsey lerking around searching for me, I sort of felt relief she wasn’t, I just couldn’t stand a leach and that's what she was, a f*****g leach! I need to stop f*****g around with her, maybe than she would get the hint that I don't want her, but than again she was always there when I needed it. I continued scanning the courtyard while I listened to my friends talk amungst each other. A herd of people came walking past laughing and joking, the f*****g jocks! I glared at them, evil in my eyes, oh how much I would give to rip their f*****g throats out! I thought to myself clenching my teeth and tightening my fist.
“What you lookin at freak?” I heard one of the guys say to me as I glared at them,
I wanted to jump up and break his jaw but I knew I couldn’t get in anymore trouble before being expelled permanently.
I quickly shot back at him “Not really sure yet..” sarcastically.
He glared at me, we sat there for a moment staring each other down, waiting for one of us to make the first move but then he just turned around saying “Whatever” laughing out loud while walking away. I stared at them with disgust as they walked by the big maple tree across the yard, then to the large doors leading inside.
I continued looking cross the yard, studying the kids, thinking to myself how everyone in this school looked the f*****g same. I looked over as my friend Aaron sat beside me,
“There's no hot girls in this f*****g school, their all like f*****g robots” I said.
Aaron began to shake his head at me with a smile, “Well at least you have Lindsey” he replied sarcastically.
“Ugh..Don’t remind me” I replied
I glanced over at the maple tree admiring how pretty it looked with the bright colors of orange and yellow flowing over it, it reminded me of a sunset. As my eyes scanned below something else had caught my eye, sitting underneath of it reading a book. She seemed so peaceful just sitting there reading, but soon realized who she was. I didn’t know her the whole story, only bits and pieces from what I heard around school. Her name was Paige, I had never spoken to her before but used to see her around last year in the hallways. Hell she probally has no f*****g clue who I was though, I thought to myself, I doubt she would even speak to a f*****g freak like me!
Arron must have seen me looking over at her, “You want that don’t you?” he said while nodding his head up and down and licking his lips, “Yeah I heard she gets around too” he continued
I looked over at him with a curious expression “Ya think?” I said while continuing to glance at her, mesmerized by her peacefulness.
“Yeah.. But she wouldn’t give you the time of day” He said laughing.
“Man f**k you!” jokingly replying back,
“I bet you I could hit it if I wanted too” I snapped back at him,
“Alright, I bet you $50 you couldn't hit it fucker” he shot back at me.
I jumped off the picnic table, turned to Aaron and said “Bet” as I started walking over towards her.
I can’t believe I just made a bet to sleep with this girl I thought to myself, I couldn’t back down, I couldn’t let Aaron win! Plus it would be new p***y to try... As I approached her sitting there I thought about what I would say, how would I get her to talk to me and make myself noticeable.
She must have heard me walking over since she glanced up quickly from her book. Her eyes were bright icy blue, they were like crystals in the sun, her blonde hair flowing down her shoulders that covered her sweet innocent face, her pouty blush pink lips stood out from her sun kissed skin, she wasn’t tall, only about 5’2, and a small petite little body that hid undernieth of her baggy jacket.
As she looked at me, I found myself actually staggered for words, so I said the first thing that came to mind,
“Hey do you know what time it is?” I asked,
she seemed as if she was in another world as she sat there just staring up at me, I guess she didn’t hear me so I began to wave my hand in front of her trying to get her attention,
“Hey do you know what time it is?” I repeated
She took a moment before replying back with a soft sweet voice, “12:30”,
damn was she pretty I thought to myself, she was definitely someone I wanted to win. Giving her a quick wink as I turned around to walk away, but I don't think she noticed because once I looked back her face was planted right back into her book.
I walked back over to my friend Aaron and said “12:30” confidently,
“Huh?” Aaron asked looking slightly confused,
“12:30" I repeated, "You said she would never give me the time of day, it’s 12:30” I continued sarcastically.
Aaron let out a loud laugh and shook his head, saying, “What the hell dude”.
I could hear Lindsey’s voice and didn’t want Paige seeing me talking to her so I quickly grabbed my bags before she could see me, told Aaron to come on, and walked out to the parking lot.
The day was finally over and done and no more seeing those fuckers I thought to myself walking through the parking lot heading towards the car, I soon saw Lindsey running up to me with a big smile on her face, “Hey Bryant! Why didn’t you meet me for lunch?” she said with wide eyes, I shrugged my shoulders “Had other things to do”, she wrapped her arms around my waist as I tried to walk away, “So… are we getting up tonight?” she asked in a begging type of voice, I rolled my eyes “Yeah sure, look I gotta go” I responded trying to force myself away from her, “Alright!” she replied excitedly, she finally let go and walked off. “Thank god!” I mumbled under my breath, I headed towards my car walking even faster before Lindsey would decide to turn around and come back. I pulled a cigarette out of my pack and lit it leaning against my car, I started searching around the parking lot to see if I could spot Paige, I know she walks this way in the afternoons so maybe I could try to talk to her again, I thought. I heard my friends approaching since we usually get up after school. I continued to scan the parking lot until I saw her, she was standing there talking to someone in a nice sports car, soon realizing it was f*****g Mathew! Why the hell would she be talking to him? He’s such a prick, I don’t see why all these girls are into him, I thought to myself, I noticed she began to run, Why was she running? What the hell did that prick say to her?? “Hey!” yelling out trying to get her attention but she didn’t even look my way.. What the f**k! I was trying to be nice and she just blew me off! I said to myself while clinching my fist, I turned to Aaron seeing him laughing at me since she just ran past me not even giving me the f*****g time of day, I clinched my teeth knowing he was getting a kick out of this. “Get in the f*****g car” I yelled out to him as I jummped in the drivers seat, started it up, cranking my heavy metal rock music loudly and drove fastly out the parking lot.