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What is this feeling

He kissed me! It wasn't any ordinary kiss, it was so soft, so sweet, so passionate!! AHH!!! she screamed to herself when she woke up that morning, not that I even knew what an ordinary kiss felt like! Mathew tried to kiss me while he was forcing himself on top of me but wasn't successful thank goodness! He had already taken everything else from me, my life, my dignity, my friends, everything!! But I managed to save two things from him: my first kiss and my virginity. I mean he would have had them both too if that guy wouldn't have walked in so I could get away. I never found out who he was but thank god for him, he saved my life!! 

She couldn't help become gitty when thinking about it, she curled up to the polar bear he had won for her smiling to herself. But sudden confusion and worry came over her, why was he so quiet afterwards? Did he regret kissing me? I know he said it was amazing but was he lying? Did I really suck at it and he didn't want to tell me? UGH!!... she couldn't help but worry, she had never felt this way before for someone, yes she had liked guys before it was nothing like the way he made her feel. I can't make a fool of myself! I can't let him know I like him! I mean look what happened last time I liked someone! she thought to herself. 

She got herself up and decided to take a shower to help relax, she got undressed and was about to step in when she heard a knock at the door. She wondered who it could be this early in the morning. "Mom! are you going to get that?" she yelled out but didn't hear a response, "MOM!!" she yelled again, She placed a towel around her and walked out into the hall and looked around, "MOM!" she yelled out but still no response. She noticed a small sticky note hanging from her door to her room

Paige, work emergency, we had to run! See you this evening! Love mom

"Great!" she said to herself as she heard another knock. "I'm coming hold on'' she yelled out, she went into her room and grabbed a large tee shirt to slip over her. She walked to the door and opened it, her eyes grew wide as Bryant was standing there looking at her with a smile on his face. She saw his eyes scan over her body slowly finally making their way up to her eyes. She could feel her face starting to burn as she tried to cross her legs together, "Yes?" she said shyly, knowing he was standing there looking at her with lust filled eyes made her feel awkward, "Umm... you left your jacket in my car last night and I thought you may want it" he said pulling the jacket from his side to her. "Thank you" she said as she grabbed it. "Could I use the bathroom?" he asked eagerly, she knew he was trying to make up an excuse to come in but she would feel bad if she said no so she agreed. He walked in and walked to the bathroom where the shower was still running. He yelled out "sorry I interrupted your shower", then walked out, she heard his phone go off in his pocket, he looked at it and smiled. "Get yourself together we're going to the lake" he said, sounding slightly demanding. "Huh? I-I-" she started stuttering, "Aaron just texted me and said they're headed there now and the girls want you to go" he said with a smile. "But-But" she knew he could tell she was coming nervous, he stepped in and grabbed her hands and leaned his head down touching her forehead with his,"It's ok I will be there with you" saying softly. Her body started tensing as she felt his touch and her knees becoming weak. "Fine.. But I have nothing to wear" she said, pulling her head back from him trying to get herself together. "You don't have to wear anything" he said jokingly with a slight laugh, she shot him a glare, "I'm kidding!" he shouted out. He moved over to the couch and sat down turning the t.v. on, saying "Go finish getting ready" she hurried to the bathroom and jumped in the shower.  She felt slightly weird getting into it since he was sitting a couple of rooms from her, she quickly washed and shaved her body, she hopped out placing a towel over her naked body and headed to her room.

As she entered her room she looked over and noticed him sprawled out on her bed with his hands behind his head. "What are you doing!" she exclaimed, he lifted his head up from his hands, "Your beds comfy" he said smiling at her. "Um... I have to get dressed if you want to leave soon" she said uncomfortably still standing in the doorway. "Go ahead, don't mind me" he said, lifting his arm from under up and motioning her to the drawer. She slowly walked over to the drawer and opened it looking through her bathing suits. She heard him get up from the bed and walk over to her, pressing his body against her backside and wrapped his hands around her waist, she couldn't move, she couldn't breath, her body covered in goosebumps, her knees were becoming weak from under her, an her heart began to race as if it was going to beat right out of her chest. He slowly turned her around to face him, looking directly into her eyes,  "Paige.." he whispered, "I'm going to kiss you" he leaned down pressing his lips against hers, she felt his tongue slowly slip into her mouth circling hers, she moaned, she felt his hands rubbing her lower back causing her to jump a little, he giggled as she did. He slowly moved his lips from hers and made his way to her neck, she could help but give in, it felt so good, he began kissing on her neck finding her sweet stop, she moaned out loudly as he ran his tongue over it lightly.  She couldn't control herself, she grabbed his hair and moaned out loudly. "Does it feel good?" he whispered as he worked his way back up to her lips, she couldn't get anything out, her body was trembling from the overwhelming feeling she just experienced, he kissed her lips lightly then pulled away. She looked at him with wide eyes breathing heavily. What just happened? Why can't I control myself when I'm around him? Why does he have this effect on me!! She thought to herself.