My eyes flutter open. It's still dark out. I look over at the clock in the nightstand. 3:45. Dammit. I sigh and gently sit up making sure I don't disturb Brian, who is in a deep sleep, snoring lightly on his back. Brushing my hair back with my fingers, I look around the dark room, wishing I could have gotten at least another hour in. I really shouldn't be surprised, I've never slept the whole night. I always wake up in the middle of the night no matter how tired I am. It's been like that since I was 13. I shake my head trying not to go back to that point in my life. I slide out of the bed and go into the bathroom. Closing the door, I flick the light on to look at myself. After splashing my face with water, I look into the mirror, thinking about my life. I wonder if my past life was thi