"YOU CAN'T DESPISE WHAT'S ALREADY DEAD" Those words worked their way successfully and spread exactly what Kaiser had intended. Anguish. I felt like I've placed myself in a wrong direction, like I am crashing a party I wasn't invited. The whole night I had spent in distressed. I can't believe how the universe could be so cruel. How I ended up right next to the people that meant everything to me, but happen to be highly complicated at this point. Never in my mind did I ever thought of such hell. My whole life I had always doubted seeing him again. It's been a long painful years without him. But still I hold on to some little hope of seeing him someday. I became a loner and focused on writing back to Riley. Only I suppose, time changes people. That surely it had changed my best fri