It had been way too long since we'd seen each other; that too was my fault, my own cowardice I guess you can call it. But I'd wanted her to at least finish school before I tied her down to me for good. Because I know for a fact that I wasn't letting her out of my sight once I'd taken her.
But now that I'd seen the new grown up Jessie, it would be a minor miracle if she made it to her birthday with her p***y in tact. She was even more beautiful than I remember if that were possible. There was barely a hint of the girl in her anymore she was all woman.
Those curves, f**k me, who would've thought she would become this from the scruffy little urchin who'd wrapped herself around my heart all those years ago?
'Maybe you don't have to wait, she's legal.'
'No you f**k I said twenty one...'
'But she doesn't know that, you're the only one who...'
'Shut...the fuck...up.' My conscience needs a f*****g conscience, that f**k thinks with his d**k twenty four seven when it comes to her.
I paced outside in the hallway like a fiend needing a hit while she took her shower. I couldn't go too far, not with her in there naked, and with who knows who staying in this f*****g dump. But I daren't risk going back in there either. Not with visions of her wet and naked, and f**k me she was going to give me blue balls again.
This is why I stay the f**k away from her. If I didn't, I would lose my cool; that control I was always hailed for would go out the f*****g window in a heartbeat and she'd end up under me.
As it stands, I know that when I finally get inside her it would take at least three days before I'd had my fill. Is it sick that I've already been to the pharmacy to pick up some ointments and s**t to see to her pain after I tear her?
Just the thought of her sitting on my thirteen and a half inch c**k with her little virgin p***y makes me wanna howl at the f*****g moon. My mouth was already salivating at the thought of getting near those t**s, and I'm not even gonna get started on that ass of hers. A f*****g work of art!
Shit Creed, think of something else before you do something f**k stupid. Like go in there and just pin her. It had been a while since I'd f****d, not a long while but long enough for someone like me who liked p***y on the regular.
Because I knew I was going after her soon I'd cut down out of respect for her. But now that I think about it I may not have done her any favors. My d**k was already harder than he'd ever been just from sniffing around her.
I actually checked my Tag to see just how long I had to wait, down to the days, hours, minutes and seconds. Seems like the closer we got to her birthday, the harder it was becoming to control my urge. A cold shower wasn't going to cut it this time.
I was afraid even as I paced that hallway that I was fooling myself. There was no way I was going to make it three days without taking her.
Before this s**t had jumped off I was able to put thoughts of taking her aside for long periods of time. I'd needed to just to get through the day, or I would go get her from her bed in the middle of the night and just slake my lust inside her. Something I had promised myself I would never do.
When I finally do take her, it's going to be the special s**t that she deserves; the first couple of times at least. Because if my dreams and daydreams were anything to go by, I had a world of hard f*****g planned for her future.
It was the only way I knew to f**k and as little as her ass is I'm sure it was going to take some doing to get her accustomed to my size. I'd already taken all that s**t into consideration, hence the pharmacy run weeks ago.
It may appear that I'm plotting the demise of her virginity; I like to think of it as my finally staking my claim. Mind you I'm going on the assumption that she wants this s**t too, but I'm honest enough to admit that it won't make a difference, I'm taking her one way or the other. If I have to talk her around so be it. But, that p***y is mine no if ands or buts.
For f**k sake Creed, don't think about this s**t with her so close, it's only a couple more days. Yeah but I've been wanting her so f*****g bad for so long now that just the thought of how close I was to finally having her was almost more than I could take.
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When I thought enough time had passed I ran my hand over my c**k with a stern admonishment to stand the f**k down and went back in. I'm just gonna go to bed turn out the lights and get some sleep. She's just one little girl Creed stop being a b***h it's not a good look.
"f**k me!" I stopped short in the doorway.
"Ahhh." She screamed at my sudden entrance. I'm not sure which of us was more surprised her, or me. That was before she dropped the f*****g inadequate towel and I nearly swallowed my f*****g tongue.
We both stood staring at each other and I was amazed that I was able to drag my eyes away from her amazing body long enough to look into her eyes. "If he'd touched you, I would kill him in the most horrific way possible."
She didn't need to know that I meant to end the f**k anyway, and I'd just told her in not so many words that I knew what had been going on. Not how I wanted this conversation to start, but she'd given me such a shock I'd just sworn in front of her for the first time in her life.
"Creed?" She looked white as a sheet.
"Don't be scared baby, it's gonna be okay." Damn, I was reminded once again just how jumpy she is around me, how aware we've always been of each other. Well not always.
I wanted to hold her and offer comfort, but I couldn't risk that s**t. I know one thing for sure; two days and twenty-two hours couldn't come soon enough.
I swallowed hard and fought for control. I might not f**k her, but there wasn't a chance in hell that I was going to be able to keep my mouth off her t**s. I was also fascinated with the bush between her thighs. f**k my d**k was hard.
"You're beautiful." The smile that broke across her face went to the heart of me and helped ease that knot in my gut. I hadn't lost her after all thank f**k.
My little Jessie, my babygirl, was all grown up. My mind went from the vision I'd just seen before she snatched the towel up and covered herself; to the first time we'd met.