We spend the next two days together. It’s hard and it’s good at the same time. I’ve never been attracted to a man this way before. I want this closeness that we can’t have yet. And Kira inside me is howling every time he touches me. But we finally agree with her on everything. Alpha Trials first, making love to our mate later. There are no obstacles between us anymore as he is willing to support me in any way possible, so even in the worst-case scenario – if I somehow manage to lose to my brother, I would be still able to be happy with Demitry. I look at him while he is frying our steaks and smile. It’s harder for him than it is for me. And I am talking about waiting. I feel how hard he is most of the times we touch each other. And a swim in the cold lake not far from our little house b
