I drive to the house where Demitry and I lived together. It was his hiding place and now it could be mine! I need to have some rest. And I need to think! What do I do now? Breaking the spell was my last hope. But it’s out of the question now.
I stop when I am close to the house and leave my car in a hiding place. I walk slowly to have some air. Deep breath… Pinewood… It stills smells like him here. It makes me sad, but also brings me some kind of comfort. This place is all I have left now.
I walk some more, taking in as much of the aroma as I can. Pinewood now is my most favourite scent in the world… Wait, is that a hint of a grapefruit I am feeling? It can’t be!
I am probably delusional, but I run as fast as I physically can now. Even if I am crazy, even if it is the tiniest c
