Tate's POV The second I pinned Ellie's arms up and touched her throat she went into a massive panic attack. I had pinned her arms and wrapped my hand around her neck but something about the combo or the fact that we were having s*x sent her into a massive panic. I tried to get her to calm down, but she wouldn't, and I didn't know what do, so I put us in the shower together and that seemed to pull her out of it, but she clung to me and cried until she fell asleep. I somehow managed to get us both out of the shower and not fall back down. I grabbed a few towels and took Ellie back to bed. I threw a towel down and straightened out the best I could and laid her down. I dried her off and that's when I got a close look at the scars on the rest of her body. She had them on her inner thighs,