I woke up the following day with James sleeping soundly next to me. I slipped out of bed and snuck soundlessly into the bathroom. I wanted to freshen up before he woke up. Honestly, I’m nervous as all hell about the idea of having s*x with him. Ryan is the only guy I’ve ever been with, and well after our first time having s*x, our relationship changed for the worst.
I know James isn’t Ryan, and I’m so happy with James, but a part of me is worried that s*x will have the same effect on our relationship as it did with my relationship with Ryan. What if I’m not good enough in bed for him? What if having two kids has changed the way my body is, and he doesn’t like it? A light knock on the bathroom door pulled me out of my thoughts. I let out a sigh, pulled open the d
