ROWAN* From the moment I opened my eyes I knew that I was f****d, I saw myself laying on an unfamiliar bed with a woman at my side, she was asleep and last night’s memories all came back rushing to me, as I sat up from the bed “f*****g hell”, I uttered as I leaned on the headboard, my eye moved back to the woman’s small face, her back was turned away from me, so I couldn’t get a good glimpse of her face, but I saw the bite marks and hickeys I left on her skin that made me appalled by what I did, I couldn’t believe I drank so much I f****d I woman who I hallucinated and thought was my f*****g ex, I stood up took my things, drew a check from my jacket, and wrote check with a hefty sum of a hundred thousand dollars, hoping that she would see it as good compensation from last night, I wa