Savvy
Dear Diary
My heart is shattered. I woke up this morning to a video of my husband f*cking another woman, calling her baby, and doing things to and with her that he never did with me. Is that why he cheated? He wanted more filthy s*x. I wanted that, he could have had that with me. I’ve tried to do more experimentation with him, but it was always, “no Savvy, you are too good for that”. No I wasn’t. I wanted to suck him off, have him slap my a*s, or f*ck me in it. I want him to eat me out, use toys with me, maybe try a threesome. What is wrong with me that he wouldn’t want to do those things with me? I can’t be here anymore. What if I run into him, or them together? That would kill me to see him happy with her and her daughter, while I’m miserable and alone, unloved. Think
