Whiz (The Hell Raisers MC Book 1)

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SABBIE

I woke up to knocking and I sat up slowly before feeling the pain in my belly as I started to crouch to get off the bed... then I fully remembered last night.

I had been crying, begging to just sleep, and Johnny came in and found me. Checking in on me and he stripped and climbed in. On the edge of the bed I turned and saw him still sleeping away as if someone wasn't knocking on my door.

"Sabbie?" I hurried and grabbed the doorknob and opened it so it only showed me and no part of the bed. "Morning, I want to get breakfast, Bellamy and I will bring something back. What do you want? Waffles?" Sienna was talking fast and I just nodded to waffles, fruit, a coffee and a juice with bacon and a side of eggs and hash browns.

"Thanks." I called after her and I hesitated as I heard the bed creek lightly behind me.

"Baby?" I turned making sure to close the door and lock it before seeing him in bed, my bed. Johnny was shirtless, in boxers, in my bed.

This had to be one of my wet dreams. He called me baby?

"Baby? Come here." He laid back down and patted the bed next to him and I walked over slowly. "Sabrina- bed." He slapped it now and I grabbed the covers and lifted so I could snuggle back into them. "Better." He murmured going to sleep again as his hand grabbed my hip and dragged me against him.

Not only was Johnny Rolland in my bed... he was holding me and cuddling me and calling me baby. I was in his arms, he was holding me. Me!

After last night I was sure he would bolt and say he felt gross for touching a kid like me.

His touch had always set me on fire. I was in love with him from day 1. Then, last night, when I was soaping my body up thinking about how he had been on his knees for me I ran my hands over both t**s and moaned at the feel of my hands thinking they were his. And of course he thought I was hurting so he took over.

I had never been in such pain yet so horny ever in my life. He has his hands between my legs, in my hair... on my ass. I was stripped and dressed by him and he still thought I was a kid.

Probably why he could do it without having any desire for me at all. I'll always be the kid he and Trav took under their wing.

I might as well be their kid sister like Bell called me.

I huffed and wished it didn't hurt to lay on my stomach. Last night I slept against him while he was on his back... but with me on my back it was hard to go back to sleep.... But I could imagine.

The amount of times I wished for Johnny "Whiz" Rolland in my bed was shameful. He would sneak in, climb on me and ask me how much I wanted him.

Or he would hear me moaning his name and slam the door as I was almost there and take over for my fingers.

He would see me smiling at another man at a bar, put me on the back of his bike and spank my ass before claiming me right there in the parking lot because I was his.

But this time… this time I could imagine him wanting to be here with me, his morning wood after a long night. He would cop a feel, pull my shirt over my head and feast on my t**s. He would love my emerald panties and love that I was bare. He would kiss from my neck down, waking me as he spread my legs, licking up my juices and holding me down so I couldn’t pull away.

He would make me c*m until my legs shook and I couldn’t see straight, then he’d sit up, rub his bare c**k against my p***y and make me beg for it. He would make me beg and call out his name while he teased me with his fingers and as I would spasm around his fingers one more time he would replace them with his c**k, he would feel me fall apart around him and once I started to calm he would f**k me hard and wouldn’t stop until I was crying and couldn’t function.

He would hike my legs over his hips, pull me up and c*m deep once he was as deep as possible. He’d tell me how perfect I was feeling for his c**k and he would kiss me and love me and tell me we could go again in an hour after he fed me.

I needed to get some... even if it wasn't Johnny giving it to me, I gulped and looked over at him slowly. His arm was still around me and he was sleeping peacefully.

"Stop staring." He mumbled and I giggled. There wasn't any use pretending to be confused since I was caught and all. "You're thinking about all that food you're getting aren't you?" He asked and I just sighed.

"Yeah... food. Waffles and sausage and eggs and-"

"Baby... we going to talk about food?" He asked cutting me off and I swallowed hard.

"What else would we talk about?"

"You panting and sighing a few seconds ago. Nightmare?"

"No." I told him honestly before turning from him and inching towards the edge of the bed. I was soaking wet with just thoughts of what he would do to me.

"Sabrina-"

"How come you never call me Sabbie?" I cut him off not wanting him to ask why I was panting and sighing.

"Probably the same reason you never called me Whiz." He challenged and he looked over my face slowly and I knew he was looking at the bruises.

"I thought that was for your brothers only..." I said honestly, I was always tempted to ask why he was called that. It was like he was knowing for taking a piss.

"I was the Whiz Kid, smartass too, so they came up with whiz." He told me and I just bit my lip. "You really want me to call you Sabbie?"

"You really want me to call you Whiz?" I asked and he smiled and shook his head.

"No... baby. Now what were you dreaming about?"

"Wasn't asleep, just imagining something." I waved it off and headed to the dresser. If I could find a dress I wouldn't have to worry about where anything sits.

"Holding out on me?" He asked as he got on his knees on the bed and then he made his way to me.

"Not something I share. Wasn't anything bad." He looked down at me and smiled softly before nodding and leaning in a bit. "Know what I've been thinking about last night?"

"Sleep?" Had he been awake all night?

"You're not a kid Sabrina. Not by a long shot. Not for years. You were put in the do not touch box in my head 7 years ago and I never had reason to pull you out until now. You going to let me play with you baby?"

"Play?" I asked and almost wanted to step away. To step back, but he would have followed. "Like a toy?" I asked and he shook his head and looked down at me before he stepped even closer.

"You're hurt now Sabrina, but when you're not, I'm going to make my play and you're going to be willing. Aren't you?" He asked but I had a feeling he knew I would be.

"What else did I say?" I asked knowing if I had been moaning and sighing I might have also said something.

"Agree to try with me and I'll tell you." He leaned down and I gasped when his lips skimmed mine. "You want me baby?"

"Johnny-" I about melted when he took that as a yes and placed his lips on mine fully. His hand went to my hip and he held me in place to explore my mouth as he wanted and I was a goner. Had to be another dream.

I reached back and slid his hand from my hip to my ass and he squeezed it for me until I jumped away. "Not dreaming..." I muttered seeing him there still.

"No baby, not a dirty dream. No more getting off in your dreams about me being inside you." His hands roamed my ass and then he nudged his nose with mine until I was opening up for another kiss.

I moaned into his mouth as his hands both gripped one ass cheek and he lifted me. It was one thing to see him shirtless and bulky the last 7 years, he had grown and filled out even more... and it was another thing to feel that power as he carried me back to the bed effortlessly.

"I am not touching you until you're body is healed... this is it, this is what you get from me until I no longer see bruises." He ground his c**k into my p***y and I gasped and mewed and he did it over and over until I was sure I was going to c*m.

"More... please so close." I begged and he crushed him lips back to mine and kept up with his pace. As soon as I was panting against his lips he bit my bottom lip and I was having my first orgasm from him.

"f*****g sexy... beautiful." He kissed down my neck and I was limp. "I'm heading for the cold shower, maybe now you can sleep." He kissed over my lips one more time and smiled down at me before he was off of me and I heard the shower.

I was still limp when someone knocked on my door. I knew it was the food and my stomach made me get up. I bit my lip looking at the bathroom door opened a bit but the water shut off. I took a breath and opened it up to see Bell.

"Open the door-"

"Why?" I asked and he narrowed his eyes and I just held my foot behind it and held out my hands.

"I can put the food down for you, you're injured." He said and I just shook my head. "Sabbie-"

"Bellamy. Give me the food or wait for me downstairs with it." I told him but that didn't help the fact that before I could get him away, my ass was in someone's hand behind me and I was pulled around. "No, wait!"

"It's fine baby. Bell has our food." I saw the anger in Bell the second Johnny had moved me and showed his face. "And Bell won't upset his sister when she's already been upset all night and he left her to cry alone in bed."

Oh no.

He was not calling Bell a bad brother... to his face? In front of me?

"I told him to leave."

"And he was stupid enough to do it." Johnny must be willing to fight.

"And you're stupid enough to get involved, in bed with someone who had trauma the night before? You're stupid enough to f**k my sister when she's beaten and bloody-" Johnny stepped out, took the door with him and growled something to my brother before he grabbed the food and turned back into the room with me and shut the door.

"Johnny, he is still my brother, he does care."

"I know he cares, but he's not going to make you feel bad." He told me and he put the bag of food down before setting the juice and coffee down.

"What did you say to him?" I asked and sat in the bed as he started to open the food trays and lay them out.

"Told him to meet me in the ring in half an hour." He shrugged and I just stared him down. "Happening whether you want it or not. He doesn't get to talk s**t about me or you."

"Johnny... he's protective. Me and Ms. Gina are family as much as Sienna and Shea are to him."

"Doesn't mean he can talk down to me or intimidate you. His protection should go to the guy who hurt you, that's where mine will be after I sort out your brother." I gulped and reached for the coffee but he snagged it first and guzzled!

"That was mine!"

"Baby you like yours as light as your ass, there's no creamer or sugar, it's mine." He winked and went back to taking my happy juice away from me.

"Did you just call my ass white?" I asked him and he laughed as he took some bacon.

"If the coffee matches.., yeah." He reached for a waffle and I watched him rip it up before taking the other half the eggs and hash browns were in before taking the syrup. "Baby, eat."

I reached down and looked at all the food, there were two servings .... But-

"I'm going to kill Sienna." I mumbled and shook my head before reaching for a sausage.

"Why?"

"Who do you think ordered more food for me and then sent Bell up here?"

"She wouldn't do that. I'm sure he noticed on his own." He shook his head but I wasn't so sure. I ate with him, and man could he just shovel it in. I had to grab things and claim them before he went for them. He even tore the bacon slice I had picked up so I had less than half.

"If you want to go get dressed-"

"You first baby, what panties and bra are we wearing today?" He walked right over and slid the drawer open and I blushed as he pulled out a pink set. The panties were lace and the bra was mesh. He then went to the next one and pulled out black socks and I was on my feet and in front of the next one before he could lay a hand on the handle. "What's in that one?"

"Nothing. Emptied it out when I moved." I was sure that was a lie, I hadn't found some of my toys when I moved and I knew I left lingerie here and they had to be in that drawer.

"That why you ran for it before I could even touch it?" He asked and I just shrugged. "Baby, tell me... pictures of me?" Johnny’s smile was genuine, no teasing like he really wanted to know.

"Nope... just... stuff." I pulled it open and reached in, feeling the top and knowing nothing but lingerie was on top I pulled one out and it was a royal blue teddy with mesh cups. "I'm not wearing what's in this drawer today."

"Not even tonight?" His voice was rough and his eyes were blown and I gulped. "I'm going to be taking lots of cold showers." He mumbled and I blushed. "f**k me."

"I wish I could." I mumbled back and he grabbed the teddy, put it back into the drawer and shut it. Lifting his hands to my face he angled my head back, "What?"

"Let me help you dress and we'll go see about your brother." He whispered and I just nodded.

"I wanna wear a dress, something loose." I told him and went for the stuff I used to wear In college, but I heard that drawer open and I gasped as he started to shift through it.

"You wore these for who baby?" Johnny asked with a slight glare at the drawer full. "Tell me it wasn't a brother."

"No it was-"

"Baby, I need a name." He told me and I just gulped and saw him shift through it and that's when I heard it hit... something hit the bottom of the drawer and he tensed even more. I closed my eyes as he pulled out my toy... it was one of my favorites before I moved to something bigger.

"I wore them for myself here. Any guy I brought here would have been shot for even stepping on the stairs to come up here. s*x with someone has never been as good as when I get myself off-"

"Excuse me?" He asked and I gulped.

"Yes you made me c*m, faster than any other guy I've been with-"

"Sabrina!" He cut me off and I sighed.

"You didn't even penetrate me Johnny-"

"Sabrina you're hurt, you're not going to compare that grinding session to s*x with anyone. I will be better than what you do to your own body and I'll do it happily. Even with toys." He shook the anal beads at me and I blushed harder.

"I just know what I like in bed and that-"

"Then you'll tell me, nope... you're going to show me the moment you're all better." He declared and I gulped. "Every bit of pleasure you want, I will give you. All of it. From me."

"If you're not going to touch me until I'm healed I'll need my own toys-"

"No toys unless I'm there-"

"That's the only one I left here."

"One? You got a drawer in that apartment filled with them?" He asked like it was another man I was hiding.

"You'll just have to wait and see." I turned not letting him ask any more questions and was grabbing that dress when I felt his hips against mine.

"You got more outfits at your place too?"

"Wait and see. If I have to wait so do you." I told him and he chuckled behind me before leaning in and kissing my neck. "This one." I pulled out a stretchy dress that had a seem just under my boobs.

"That's short." He announced and I shrugged.

"I've worn it over the years a million times." I told him and he started shaking his head. "You've never said anything about the way I dress before."

"You weren't mine before." His? I liked the sound of that... just not if it meant him telling me what to do.

"Just because we're seeing where this goes and you've officially stopped seeing me as a kid doesn't mean I have to listen to you about what I wear. This is the only thing I have here that's a size too big and won't hurt." I told him and his eye twitched like his jaw.

"I'm sure Sienna has something big enough-"

"You calling her big ?"

"Oh no baby, she's pregnant. She has Bell looming around her at all times to keep other men away. She will have something-"

"John." I used a low tone. There was no way I'd wear maternity wear. "I am wearing this dress even if I have to put it on myself. Bra panties and all." I went and grabbed the pink matching pair he pulled out and I saw him watching. I hissed but it was a lot easier to move this morning.

I had to give the shorts a shove but they fell easy and I did the same to the panties before I felt his hands lifting the shirt up slowly. "Going to tell me where you got these?" He asked me and I gulped.

"I took them from Bell... they were comfortable. I only wore them in here for bed when I missed home." I told him and shuddered when I felt his fingers on my spine so soft I had goosebumps all over my arms.

"You still miss home?" He asked and I felt the sleeve give over my elbow as he focused on helping me now.

"Sometimes, but I love it here. The people, my job." Him.

"Going back when you're 25?" He asked and I could hear the tense tone like he didn't want to ask but he forced himself to.

"No. I'm buying the place where I work-"

"Buying? Sabrina-"

"You've never been in there have you?" I asked over my shoulder. "It's a bookstore with a small cafe. The lady who owns it is 68, she is so nice and I just want her to retire. I love working there-"

"Working there and owning it is two different things."

"I have my business degree. I have millions coming my way. If I want to relax and own a bookstore and drink coffee all day I can afford it." It was my money to waste. I'd spend it all if it meant my uncle wouldn't get any of it if I die suddenly.

"Sabrina-"

"John." I turned and glared at the tone he was using. I wasn't a kid, he said so himself.

"Money doesn't make you happy. People do. Just... remember that." He leaned in and rested his forehead on mine before he got my other elbow out. I winced and he kissed the top of my nose before lifting the dress over me. I shuffled it the best I could and then I felt him trying to tug one of the off the shoulder sleeves up but it hurt and I hissed. "You're-"

"It's supposed to be like that. Stop." I told him before turning and looking for sandals. I saw my black flip flops and had to lean into the closet to slip them on. I turned back and saw Johnny looking at my legs and I just tilted my head. "Ready to go downstairs?"

"So the matching bra isn't going to be slid on in that?" He asked and I smirked but shook my head. "f**k baby." He turned and looked up, humming something and I just felt confused.

"What are you doing?" I asked getting closer and he grumbled something. "What?"

"Trying not to grope your f*****g t**s knowing you don't have a bra because you're f*****g bruises and sore and -"

"Johnny... you can feel later." I told him as I headed for the door. I had it open and I was in the hall before I heard him stumbling out. Looking back I saw him getting his jeans on and trying to not fall as he pulled his boots back on. No shirt and I was trying not to lick my lips.