Honesty. Have I really been honest with myself all this time? Do I have everything I want? Am I content? Am I happy? I stare at my fingers absentmindedly, lost in my thoughts and not in anyway ready to leave my head, till I felt the warmth behind me and then a deep chuckle. “You seem to enjoy standing in the cold very often” Cullen says from behind me. His chest wasn’t really touching my cake but I could feel him because he stopped the winds from hitting me. He was hinting at the fact that this is the second time he has met me standing outside on the balcony lost in thought. “Sometimes the cold helps me think better” I say before turning around, a gasp escaped my lips because of the shock of my face being so close to his. I did not expect him to be standing this close…or did I? “Y