Paano Ba Maging Masaya? ⚜Princesses Series3 ⚜

Final Chapter

Somehow, love can change a bit of you. You may not be the kind of a person who loves watching romantic movies. But when you fall in love, love stories would always make you smile. You’ll start searching for romantic movies even those which were shown a couple of years ago. And you’ll realize that you’ve missed some parts of your life because you haven’t given yourself a chance to watch them. You’ll love watching those movies, having the one you love by your side, as you both eat popcorn and your arms tightly wrapped around him. And as the movie approaches its ending, you’ll look at each other and say “I love happy endings.”

You may not be the kind of person who can’t live without their phone in their hands. But when you fall in love, it’ll be your phone that you’ll pick first at the time you woke up in the morning. And the last thing you’ll drop when you tuck yourself to sleep at night. You will never get tired typing as long as it’s him you’re texting. You’ll have endless topics and you’re not even terrified with your mom’s warnings about taking away your cellphone. You don’t care if you look like an i***t whenever you smile because of his text messages. And you always look forward for his replies and get disappointed of his delayed replies.

You may not be the kind of person who loves singing and music ain’t your favorite. But when you fall in love, a single song may either make you smile or make you cry. There will be songs that will affect your inner soul, make your spirit fly over the wilderness and just make you flow with their lyrics. There will be songs that will inspire you just because he sang it to you. You’ll even wish that you know how to play the guitar because you wanted to sing for him too. And before you go to sleep, you’ll tell him one of the sweetest lyrics of all time, “I love you.”

You may not be the kind of person who trusts someone else besides your parents. But when you fall in love, you’ll find yourself trusting someone who made you feel that you are safe enough in his arms. You tell him everything about yourself, your secrets, your interests and your wishes, without any doubts. You’ll feel comfortable being with him, not like those times that you always doubt others and think negatively about them without even trying to know them well. When you fall in love, you’ll learn that trusting someone isn’t really that bad at all.

You may not be the kind of person who thinks that love is just a piece of cake. That loving someone is just a mere decision and life is not that important. But when you fall in love, you’d know that it was really a big deal after all. That even how strong you are as a person, love will always be your weakness. That even how tough you are, there will always be reasons for you to cry. That even how much you try to force yourself not to get jealous, deep down inside, it’s breaking you into pieces. When you fall in love, you’ll learn that it’s not just about being happy, but also it’s about how you get hurt and that it’s a test of how you’ll hold on and when you’ll let go.

"Sunflower!" Natigil sa malalim na pag iisip si Lovely ng marinig ang boses ni Nhill sa kanyang tabi.

"Yes, Bee? May sinasabi ka?" Nilingon nya ito saka nginitian.

"Ang sabi ko.... Kung superhero ako... gusto kong maging malakas."

"Malakas?" Kumunot biglang nuo nya sa sinabi ng kasintahang may pilyong ngiti sa labi.

"Malakas ang loob na harapin kung ano mang balakid ang dumaan sa relasyon natin. Maging matibay sa pagtanggap ng mga opinyong di natin nais marinig. Manindigan sa lahat ng desisyon na gagawin ko para tumagal kung ano man ang meron tayo. Gusto kong maging malakas para sa atin."

"Ah, okay! Gets na nyang nais ipahiwatig ni Nhill sa kanya.

"Gusto kong makapagpatigil ng oras. Kung kaya kong patigilin ang pagtakbo ng panahon, paniguradong hindi ko na kailangang masabik sayo araw-araw. Papatigilin ko yung mga sandaling tayo lang ang importante sa mundo ng bawat isa. Kung kayang tumigil ng panahon para sa akin, hindi na natin kailangang panuorin ang mga araw na lumilipas upang muli tayong magkita. Gusto kong makapagpatigil ng oras para hindi na ako nawawalay sa piling mo."

"Uyy... Dead na dead ka talaga sakin nuh? Haha. Ang cute mo..." Pinisil nyang pisngi ni Nhill na kaagad namang hinawakan ang kanyang dalawang kamay.. na maya maya din nitong hinahalikan.

"Gusto kong kontrolin ang nakikita mo maraming nagkalat na perpektong lalaki sa paligid. Alam kong maraming mas magaling mag-alaga kesa sa akin. Marami ding kayang higitan lahat ng pagmamahal na ibinibigay ko sa’yo. At madami ding mas magaling manamit at mag-ayos kesa sa akin. Pero higitan man nila ako, kaya ko namang panindigan na sa’yo lang ako at hinding-hindi ka ipagpapalit sa nagkalat na paperpekto. Sapat na sa akin yung totoo, sobra pa nga. Gusto kong ako lang ang nasa puso mo. Dahil ang puso ko, ikaw lang ang laman nito."

"Sobrang sweet talaga ng boyfriend ko! Mahal kita, Bee mwah." Pinaghahalikan nyang buong mukha ng nobyo na tawa naman ng tawa sa pinaggagawa nya dito.

"Pero alam kong hinding-hindi ako magkakaroon ng powers dahil tao lang naman ako. Pero habang nasa tabi kita at minamahal mo ako, mas malakas pa ako sa superhero."

"Oh, Yeah! I fall more in love with you everyday, Nhill Tiduz. It has been 2 years, 6 months, 20 hours, 20 minutes and 30 seconds since the day I fell in love with you. The days went by so fast, right? It feels just like the first time I heard the words “I love you” came out of your mouth, pertaining to me. Just like the first time you held my hand and kissed my cheeks. Just like the first time you hugged me tight because you don’t wanna go away from me. Just like the first time you smiled at me and told me that I make you happy. It has been 30 months but the feeling I have for you is still the same. Nothing changed. Or if it does, then it’s getting heavier and heavier but in a positive way. Happy 30th month, my Bee.

I know I have been very vocal with the love that I have for you, both in personal and in social media. I have been very expressive to you and I kept nothing. But look, I still got a bunch of words that I wanted to say it all, I thanked you a lot for loving me and taking care of me, but I would never get tired thanking you for all of the good things you’re bringing into my life. Thank you for all the patience and understanding. For all the advice and reminders for my own good. Thank you for all the surprises and gifts. Thank you for staying into my life. Thank you for not leaving even how hard-headed I am. Thank you for not giving up on me, Bee. I really really appreciate everything that you do for me.

I know I have been such a spoiled girlfriend. And I want to say sorry for that. For all my nagging and demand for your time and attention. Sorry for all the pressures I gave you. For all those lazy moments and those mood swings. I am really sorry. I know sometimes you’re already pissed off but you still manage to understand me and most of the time, give me what I want. I am so lucky to have you, Bee. I really am.

I would not ask for more because I know I already had the best. You made me realized that my life is worth living because I have someone who will love me unconditionally, without asking any in return but my love. Bee, my love is all yours 'and to my family and our future family and God'. I may not be the perfect girl you could ever have but my love for you is perfect. I love you so much and I am always here for you. As your girlfriend, bestfriend, sister, nurse, teacher, clown, singer, cook, and whatever you wanted me to be! Keep holding on okay? I love you so much!" Naluluhang niyakap ni Lovely si Nhill na titig na titig lang sa kanya habang sya'y nagsasalita kanina.

"Did you know that.. I’m afraid to lose you?.. Because, I don’t wanna lose that someone who never gets tired sending me text messages in the morning, telling me to wake up and eat my breakfast. Who never missed telling me not to skip my meal because she doesn’t want me getting sick. Who always remembers to call me up on weekdays knowing that both of us are not busy anymore. Who never gets tired reminding me that I have to take my vitamins and whenever I’m sick, she never scolds me instead comfort me with her caring words on the phone. I don’t wanna lose that someone whom I can talk all day and all night on the phone. I can’t take seeing my phone without any message from you because it seems like I’m all alone. You’re the one who makes me realized that even how many times I suck, you’re always willing to text me and cheer me up because I’ve got someone by my side all the time. I don’t wanna lose that someone who completes my day with just a single message."

Dahan dahang bumitaw sa pagkakayakap sa kanya si Lovely, saka nagpahid ito ng luha at ngumiti sa kanya.

"Everything would be really boring. I won’t have someone to watch movies with. I won’t have someone to laugh with on corny jokes. I won’t have someone to nag whenever I wanna go to the mall, to the park or whenever I want to. I won’t have someone whom I can have a pillow fight with. And I won’t have someone whom I can joke around on crazy times. Everything would go back to where it used to be. Silent room, silent kitchen, silent life. I don’t wanna lose you because you have been my best friend. You have been my companion in every crazy thing that I do. I don’t wanna lose that someone whom I get compatible with about everything." Hinalikan ni Nhill sa noo si Lovely saka sya ng nagpahid sa mga luha nitong walang tigil sa pagpatak.

"And me, I’ll go back to that girl who used to cry alone. There will be no shoulder to cry on in times I’m on my weakest. There will be no one beside me to comfort me when I’ve added another failure in my life. There will be no one to tap me on my back, telling me that everything’s gonna be alright. I don’t wanna lose my comforter, my brother. The one who never gets tired hugging me because he knows that I’m such a cry baby. There will be no reasons for me to write ang sing anymore. I don’t wanna lose you because you are the reason why I can connect every words to build a prose. You are my inspiration to every songs that I composed. And when I lose you, everything would be worthless. Everything would be nothing but just letters and words. Just pure loneliness and depression. I don’t wanna lose you too, because I want to continue writing about you. I want to be inspire by you. And only you. You are the reason why my fingers never get tired typing so when I lose you, this would be the laziest fingers ever made. I don’t wanna lose my passion for writing a song and I don’t wanna lose my inspiration for keeping it. I love you. I love you so much that’s why I don’t wanna lose you. There are too many reasons why but everything is explained by just these powerful three words “I LOVE YOU”. I wanna be with you every single day of my life and I can’t imagine my life without you in it. And don’t worry bee, because you ain’t gonna lose me. I’m willing to stay in your life until the time that they called forever."

She slid an arm around me and kissed me on the side of the mouth in a way that made me love her terribly. " I am a strong woman. But every once in a while I would like someone to hold my hand and tell me things are going to be OK."

"I need you to know Lovely, that no matter what happens, it was worth it to me. Being with you, loving you. It was all worth it."

Kumikislap sa saya ang kanyang mga mata ng sinabing... "I know you love me, too. bee."

"Yes I do. my sunflower"

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Paano Ba Maging Masaya?

Parang pinagsakloban ng langit at lupa ang buhay ni Lovely noon...

Marami ang humusga sa kanya dahil sa ugaling kanyang pinapakita...

Ilang beses nagkapira piraso ang kanyang puso kaya ayaw na nyang magmahal muli..

Sa kanyang pag iisa laging tanong nya sa kanyang sarili...

Paano ba maging masaya?

Bakit ba madali lang sa iba pero pagdating sa kanya napakailap maramdaman ang sayang inaasam...

Hanggang may isang lalaking sumubok makipaglapit sa kanya...

Ang nanlalamig nyang puso ay uminit kahit na anong pagpipigil nya...

Ang bato nyang puso ay unti unting lumambot at nakadama ng kakaiba...

Sa tunay na pag-ibig na inalay sa kanya ni Nhill Tiduz, naranasan nyang lumigaya...

At ngayon masaya na silang nagsasama..

Sa wakas nabuo na rin ang pagkatao ni Lovely Ferer at napunan na rin ang lahat ng kulang sa kanyang buhay.

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Lovely & Nhill ❤ Love Story

- THE END -

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What’s the point of being sad when you can be happy?

To hate when you can love?

To feel pain if you can let go and forgive?

To wound when you can heal?

To be the problem if you can be the solution?

To be afraid when you can choose to be brave?

To destroy if you know how to build up things?

To be alone if you have friends to accompany you?

To just dream if you can make things come true?

There are so many good things in life and you have the power to make it better. Life is truly unfair but that makes life more exciting to live with. Life is just a matter of choice. Always choose the best options offered by life, it’s living to the fullest.

?MahikaNiAyana