"I can do this, I can do this" I pin back one side of my loose curls before checking myself in the mirror again thanking the heavens above that my curls are perfect today. I bounce downstairs into the kitchen, my grandma has a bowl of oatmeal and my lunch ready on the counter as if I'm back in grade school. I eat quickly as I go through my phone, checking social networks and texting Gary. When I finish eat I put the bowl in the sink "Nana, I'm leaving" I say loudly so she can hear me in the den as she watches the morning news "Okay, Dear. Have a good day" Oh, I definitely plan on having a great day. I decided on wearing a short red sundress with a loose sweater just to add an extra layer with my favorite sandals. On the drive to work, I sing loudly to the radio with the windows down tryi