Chapter Eight
I try to avoid Benjamin unless I absolutely have to see him for some official reason. It’s not that I’m still mad or can’t be reasonable. It’s the s*x, the desire, the submission. It’s all coming back to me. Locksley was a safety valve, a place to put my s****l obsessions and a pretty effective one, I might add. But without him, everything I’ve tried, to keep from thinking about Benjamin Hunter, has failed.
I’m m**********g more than ever, with thoughts of my former master running through my sexy daydreams. He’s forever coming to the office in my fantasies and demanding my submission just the way he used to—with the same ruthless force I fought against until I finally pushed him away. If only I could have that Benjamin now, I’d do anything he asks. For the moment, my great
