Mayra's p.o.v "Belinda, please no visitors today. I need to talk to someone fast. You or anyone, the group. What time is it?" I start crying. I feel my heart beating erratically. I can't believe he showed up here and said all of those things. He never wanted anything to do with Michael, now I am stuck in here and he wants to show up and act like he is dad of the year and wants to be a part of his life. Urghh. I don't know what to do. I have been here for 3 months and I haven't had the urge to use, but he shows up and I wish I had pills to drown myself in. Something so I don't feel. He makes my skin crawl. How I ever had any feelings for him, I will never know. I was out of my mind, clearly. He is such an aśśhole and now he wants to flip my son's whole world upside down. Michael is fine wi