How to reject a Luna

Chapter 23

*Tobias POV*

"Fine Willow, I will do it"

As soon as the words come out my mouth I can’t help but wish to take them back, no I am fine, I can just close my eyes and my ears. I clench my teeth and really wonder if I can do it.

Maybe Sebastian won’t be interested at all, I look at Willow and screw up my face, of course he will be interested. Maybe Sebastian won’t return, I shake my head, that is ridiculous I cannot say that I would rather my best friend die than be uncomfortable. Willow isn’t even looking at me as she concentrates on the door, a quick quiet knock follows. Willow rushes to the door and pulls him inside straight away, for not the first time today I notice that Sebastian is very annoying, a downright pest.

Is she so eager?

I keep seated on the bed gripping the quilt cover tightly in my hands, she stands on her tiptoes with her hands on his shoulders, he slightly leans down and she whispers in his ear, even with my advanced hearing I can’t hear what they are talking about, Sebastian doesn’t even raise his eyes to look at me, completely immersed in his conversation with Willow, like I am an invisible person.

His large palms move up naturally and rest on her hips, his fingers spread wide look possessive. The material in my hands is only just holding together.

How can I do this?

I feel like ripping his hands off his body already, how can I watch more? How can I stay stationary, I want to close my eyes desperately but I can’t seem to look away even though the reasonably innocent sight is scorching my eyeballs.

I have no idea what they are whispering about over there but they are both immersed, no one pays the slightest bit of attention to me.

I thought that Sebastian might look in my direction to check whether I agree, I am glad he doesn’t because I couldn’t in good conscience tell him that it is but if I stop him then I ruin my chance.

I watch as his hands travel down firmly over that ass that looks so divine in the denim shorts, he grips just under her cheeks lifting her up effortlessly and swinging the both of them around and pushes her against the wall, his body pressed firmly against hers, her legs naturally wrap around his waist, zero resistance to him.

From the outside looking in, they look like the perfect couple, well matched, well suited, they are natural and at ease with each other, brimming with tactic understanding.

I can see them grinding against each other still whispering, her hands move over his body, he only has shorts on, so I get to witness how her small pale hands run over his well toned back, her hand clutching desperately at his skin, the smell of her arousal starts to fill the room, the once spacious area seeming very confined.

I can't help the growl that escapes my lips that are clamped tightly together, my face is as gloomy as it has ever been.

The growl echoes slightly off the walls. Willow’s green eyes flick to me, finally acknowledging me, her eyes only linger for a moment and I swear I see a flicker of joy in their depths.

Her face moves and her eyes can no longer be seen as she kisses Sebastian, her hand moving up to the back of his head as she grips his short hair and their movements get more vigorous.

Watching her like that, watching her with him, watching what they do to each other, there is still a layer of material between them but I already feel like I am losing my mind, watching her kiss him like that is tortuous.

I was really hoping that he would flat out refuse her request. Maybe hoping that were just teasing me, giving me a taste so that I know what it would be like, but it doesn’t look like they have any intention of stopping. While I know that Sebastian can’t refuse, does he really have to be so far into it.

I watch the way she kisses him. The way she runs her hands over his body. Seriously watching my un marked mate fvck my beta. What type of torture is this?

Sebastian slightly lowers her and her small feet gently touch the ground, her hands on his chest, she starts backing him to the bed, their eyes locked on each other, looking like there isn’t anyone else in the world let alone someone else in the room her hungry hands exploring his body in a lot more aggressive way than I would expect from her. She should be touching me like that, how I wish it was me that she was touching like that.

The way he kisses her the way she kisses him, it is easily seen that they have done it many times before, there is nothing awkward about the movement, working in together well. Is this what it is always like between them? How long did it take them to get to their current state. Their chemistry apparent. Do I even have a chance here? Am I going to stand here and watch this just for her to stay with him anyway? Sebastian’s legs hit the bed. Her hands go to his shorts, the elastic strap offering no resistance as her hands move around in a surprisingly practiced and confident way, the shorts have hit the ground quickly. I have seen him naked a million times but this time I know he is naked to be with my property it is like the vision burns my eyes. I sit back in the seat and close my eyes, I can’t watch any longer. I hear Willow.

"Tobias look at me"

I look into her beautiful eyes. She looks at me.

"If you don't watch we will have to go this again and again until you do"

I nod and try and stay focused, this is killing me. Is this the point? Is she trying to kill me? They start kissing again. Now Willow is completely naked as well. I admire her beauty. She has a smoking hot body. Soft supple skin that I just want to reach out and touch. But if I don't stay here and sit through this torture, I may never get a chance. She throws him on the bed and the sound of my growl increases, it is just an infinite rumble in my chest. But she doesn't even pay attention. Her eyes only on Sebastian. She straddles him and lifts up as she plunges straight onto his shaft.

I howl as she groans, taking everything he is giving her, his hands on her waist as he works with her movements.

She throws her head back, her eyes closed, her red hair hanging down her back as she exposes her pale slender neck. My eyes run down the thing of beautiful until they land on her flawless beautiful shoulder. The urge to run over and plunge my teeth into her, marking her as my own, nearly blinds me.

I watch her the way her body moves I am in a trance, my irrationality nearly making me think that she is moving that way just for me, I try and imagine what this scene must look like from Sebastian’s point of view, it must be like magic, my d**k starts to harden and I shift in the seat somewhat uncomfortably.

She moans as she climaxes running her hand up that beautiful body of hers and through that thick luscious impossibly deep red velvety hair. That is the moment I start to see this as what it is. Fvcking hot. I mean I hate seeing her with someone else but I feel like I am watching something so good as well. Watching what that body can do as a spectator, imaging her doing the same to me.

Sebastian pulls her down to him and kisses her hard before flipping her over and drilling into her with such a pace. I don't like this as much. All I can see is him, I want to see her. I can still hear her moans of pleasure but that is it. My claws dig in to the seat causing a loud tearing noise. Sebastian looks back at me with curiosity, not pausing his movements at all. I flick my head at him, words don’t need to be spoken in this situation either.

He nods before tiny hands wrap around his neck bringing his face back to hers. They kiss hard before Sebastian pulls out flips her tiny body under him and thrusts straight in, in one swift movement, before pulling her face off the sheet and pressing her back against his chest. I stand up from my seat and edge around the room until I am standing in front of them.

Her breasts are pushed out and bounce with Sebastian’s vigorous movement.

I look straight at Willow. Her green eyes look straight back at me. I am filled with a unbelievable longing and desire.

My eyes lock with hers. Her vision bouncing with every thrust she is receiving. She lifts a hand off the bed and uses a single finger to motion me to her. I walk over slowly and get to her. The desire to rip her off him nearly over whelms me. Like she is reading my mind she silently shakes her head. She looks at me her lips begging to be kissed. My first kiss with her and what she is going to taste like Sebastian? At this point I don't even really think I care, I just want to taste her I just want to kiss her. I tilt her chin to look in my eyes. Sebastian still going in hard and strong . I embrace and gently lower my lips to hers. I kiss her so sweetly her lips slightly jumping on mine with the timing of Sebastian’s thrusting the sweet kiss doesn't last long replaced quickly by need, a wild desire, I run my hands over her naked body. She moans into my mouth, I try to hold her as still as I can, her hands racing over my shoulders wrapping around me and then one hand venturing up to run through my hair. I almost forget that Sebastian still here but wasn't for her soft moans and constant movement I would like to believe that we are alone in this tender moment together.

I kiss her breast taking her n****e inside my mouth. Biting, sucking and kissing her already erect n****e I breathe on it, my saliva wetting it then my breath cooling it making it harden even further.

Her moans with pleasure increasing with every touch. My lips reattach to her as my hand run down across her breasts on the way to past. My hand travels down in between her thighs gently playing with her as I kiss her, my gentle touch causes her to tighten her grip on my shirt, until she crumbles in my arms as she reaches her pleasure I run a hand through her hair, a deep satisfaction growing inside me by giving my mate pleasure. She whispers

"Do you want to fvck me too?"

I do desperately but now is not the time. I shake my head.

"I do badly really but you are my mate I want it to be my special than this"

"You are missing out"

My rock hard c**k is making me painfully aware of the fact, but I force myself to have some sort of control.

"We can do that another day I want my first with you to be something more"

She raises their eyebrows at me.

"Really?"

I nod even though I am feeling slightly unconfident in my convictions. Willow’s cheek is against my chest, due to our height difference, I can see down the curvature of her sexy back over that well rounded ass and I can see Sebastian’s d**k entering her repeatedly, his length is glistening with her pleasure, my own d**k twitches.

Her voice comes out as more of a moan, crumbling my self control even more.

"If that's what you want that's what you'll get"

I nod hesitantly, wondering why I ever open my stupid mouth, Sebastian pulls her off my chest as his lips attach to her neck, her eyes look at me as I lean down and kiss her again.

She bites my lips as another wave of pleasure washes though her, I growl deeply she has her hands on my chest she feels the vibration through her hands. Sebastian growls she is moaning the entire room filled with the sounds. Sebastian finally stops pounding and her. Hey litters her back and neck kisses. He pulls out of her and bows. He looks at me, a slightly smirk hanging on his lips.

"Alpha"

Sebastian grabs Willows shoulders around so that she faces him and gives her a kiss on the lips and bows again.

"Luna"

"Okay, Sebastian I will see you tomorrow?"

He kisses her softly on the hand, his lips lingering on her skin as he looks in her eyes. I really feel like I have to up my game if I have any chance of winning over Sebastian.

"Of course"

He grabs his clothes and walks straight out of my room. She faces me.

"Are you angry now?"

"I am but not at you, not at him either, I'm angry at myself, I should have never given him an opportunity to ever get close to you, you should have been mine from the first moment I saw you"

"I should have been, tell me you only want me now because you don’t want me to be with him?"

"No I wanted you to whole time, I knew it deep down but I just fought myself on it, I know that doesn’t make just sense, I just have one question for you"

"Anything"

"Seeing you and him together, you are so in sync, does he hold your heart?"

She looks into my eyes and puts a hand over my heart.

"He does hold a piece of my heart”

She pauses and studies my face, while I try not to show how heartbroken I am. Her palm on my chest gently lifts and her fingers slightly dig into the skin.

“After you rejected me, no amount of attention that I received for Sebastian could ever fill the gaping hole in my heart that you left, I don't know if I love you yet but all I know is that you must hold a significant piece of my heart, just from the amount of damage inflicted"

I have never wanted to beat myself up more. I am sure I should be happy to hear that I am in her heart, worded as such it is hard to feel happiness, just sorrow.

"I am sorry for everything Willow, for the pain, for the rejection, pretty much sorry for everything up to this point, I just want to start over"

"We can never start over Tobias, but we can bring something out of that ashes of the catastrophic failure that was the start of our relationship, I still believe that we are meant to be together even through this pile of mess"

I hold her and we sit down on the bed she nuzzles into my chest and it's not long before she falls asleep. I pull the quilt up over us I kiss her on the forehead and sink in to a much needed deep sleep. My mate safely in my arms. Her warm body curled tightly against mine, her arms wrapped tightly around me, her delicious scent that is finally breaking through the layer of Sebastian.