How to reject a Luna

Chapter 15

*Sebastian POV"

I am up early sitting down for breakfast when Tobias' blonde wolf walks in, clothes stored in his mouth. I raise my eyebrows at him. I want to jump and cheer, instead I put on a motherly scolding tone, because that is heaps more fun.

'And where have you been young man?'

'Nowhere, don’t talk to me like I am a child, I am older than you'

I snort.

‘By one month’

‘Older is older, doesn’t matter if it is one hour or 10 years’

I ignore his stupid diversion tactics.

'Were you with a girl?'

'I was not'

'You were so, did you finally get some?'

'Shut it and stop being so crude'

'So crude? You're the one that keeps trying to get dirty details about me and my girl'

He just runs upstairs and ignores me I laugh. He was so with a girl last night, hopefully anyway, he may not as cranky today, I might get to see happy Tobias which would be a nice change of pace.

Speaking of girls I can't wait for tomorrow night. I hope I manage to catch Willow at school today but I doubt it, she has been so ridiculously busy she even cut short our night-time phone call, I wish she would just tell me who this guy is, she doesn't deserve to have to do all the work. If she would just tell me I could just very gently persuade him. I smile at the thought, yeah gentle, my grin grows wider.

*Willow POV*

I wake up feeling great, it is so weird, every third or so night I wake up feeling so good, so refreshed, not a single hint of fatigue like I could jump straight out of bed and run a marathon. The weird thing is, I wake up feeling refreshed but I also wake up feeling cold and alone I don't know what it is. I jump out of bed and head straight for the shower get dressed and ready for the day with an extra spring in my step. I grab breakfast and then head down the classes. A hand grabs me and a familiar tingly sensation runs through my arm. I spin around to look at him, I know who it is without looking because every time I get that feeling in my body.

"What do you want now?"

"Please I want to talk to you, Willow please let me, please hear me out"

I don't know why but I agree we walk after a secluded place. Even though I don't like him I don't actually feel threatened by him or worried by his presence.

He stands in front of me and arm on each shoulder looking straight into my eyes and can get lost in his eyes, how can brown eyes be so dark and flawless, he really is handsome, but I don't let that distract me. I let my voice sound cold and indifferent, like the very sight and smell of him is not making my heart race at a million miles an hour.

"Tobias, seriously what do you want from me?"

"Please I just want to talk to you"

"I don't get what's with the change of attitude, why do you want to take back the nastiness now, I don't understand?"

"I'm sorry"

"You can be sorry all you want but it doesn't make up for the fact that you were mean to me for absolutely no reason,if it was once I would chalk it up to a bad mood but it wasn’t, it just got worse on each encounter, I don’t get it"

"So what, you're not going to talk to me ever?"

"Actually that's exactly what I want to do, you are too unpredictable, I don’t want that type of liability around me, tomorrow you could turn ruthless again, how would I know where I stand, therefore I never want to speak to you, again please don't ever bother me again"

As I say the words it hurts me an odd way.

"Fine..........I Tobias Hunter, reject you Willow Harvey as my mate"

As he says those words it's like a knife has cut through my heart, I see red, I don't feel hurt I feel anger, seething anger like I have never felt before, it rips apart all rationality.

"What the fvck do you mean you reject me? Who the fvck are you to reject me? I reject you, I Willow Harvey reject you, Tobias Hunter as my mate, whatever that means"

I scream at him in one breath, I storm off, leaving him in my dust, my heart hurts my head hurts my whole body hurts, when the anger fades all that is left is pain, I don't bother to go to class, I don’t want to be around anyone at all, I just want to be alone, I just head back to my room and hide under the covers quietly sobbing.

*Tobias POV*

"What the fvck do you mean? You reject me? Who the f**k are you to reject me? I reject you, I Willow Harvey reject you, Tobias Hunter as my mate, whatever that means"

Pain rips through my heart enough to say it to her, but for her to say it to me I felt like a silver blade was piercing my heart and dragging through every piece of flesh of my body. I couldn't even open my mouth to accept her rejection, I can't speak, isn’t this what I wanted? Why does it hurt so much? The pain is so intense that I knew it was wrong as soon as the words came out of my mouth, I don’t even know how I got through the whole sentence, every word was ripping my throat to pieces. I glance in the classroom, she isn't there I run into a tree line and shift, letting my clothes tatter around me and just run, as fast and hard as I can. No matter how fast I run I cannot possibly run hard or fast enough to get away from the hurt and pain I feeling right now.

I can’t take back the words, I can’t accept the rejection.

What have I done?

*Sebastian POV*

My phone call tonight with Willow was just plain weird, she just wasn't herself but she wouldn't tell me what was wrong, she sounded upset but she still wouldn't tell me what was wrong. I just want to go to her tonight but she keeps insisting that she's just too busy studying, I can’t force her into it, maybe she really is, maybe she sounds upset simply because she is exhausted.

So I will leave her alone as she requested, I think if I ask her one more time what is wrong she might actually get mad, unfortunately we are not far enough along in the relationship for me to press her too hard, if I pressure he, I may just be pushing her away. I will just have ti wait to see her tomorrow night, when we are face to face it should be a lot easier to see if it is just exhaustion or whether she is actually upset and then be able to get information out of her.

I really don’t like the feeling I get when I hear her upset, I just want to hold her and tell her that everything is going to be okay, it just makes me want to protect her for the rest of my life even more.

*Willow POV*

I toss and turn all night, I don’t know how long I actually slept for but I am sure it must have been mere minutes with how bad I feel now, there is not enough coffee in the world, my mind is a blur and my entire body feels fatigued.

I just keep thinking ‘I Tobias Hunter reject you’ over and over again. Each time I hear it, it cuts deeper. I can't stop the tears from rolling. I get absolutely no sleep. I feel like death and I am positive that I must look like death, I am not game to look in the mirror. I hardly get any work done before finally giving up and calling Sebastian. Maybe he can help take away some of the hurt, maybe he can make me feel better.

"Sebastian come pick me up"

I say in a disgustingly whiny voice, I even cringe myself when I hear it.

"Are you alright Willow?"

I hear concern lacing his voice which actually brings me instantaneous comfort, it is a relief to have someone show care, I understand rejection and obviously I have been rejected before, but just not so blatantly, l so knowing that someone cares, someone actually wants to see me and wants to be around me somehow actually soothes my aching heart. I try and keep my voice calm, I don’t want to sound to desperate and needy, that would be a sure fire way to scare him off.

"Yes I am, I am just missing you that's all"

His deep chuckle comes through the ear piece, it is so magnetic and somehow manages to send a shiver down my spine.

"That's good because I have been missing you too"

"Come get me then"

"I am jumping in the car right now, I will be 15 minutes"

"I will meet you at the front"

I quickly start packing a bag and run downstairs and wait out the front excitedly. I see Sebastian's car as he enters the parking lot, I don’t even wait for him to stop as I run toward the car, I open the passenger seat and sit in the car in the shortest possible time, doing a terrible job of keeping my eagerness in check, the moment I see his car it is like I see my savior that will take all my pain away, as soon as I am seated in his car I calm an instant calming effect, his handsome face coupled with the pleasant yet masculine scent that blankets the interior of the vehicle. I breathe an audible sigh of relief under the intense questioning look from his blue eyes.

Before I put my seat belt on, I kiss him hard trying take some of my pain away. He wraps his arms around me and kisses me back without a second thought. I don't know if he pulled me across to him or I climbed across but I end up straddling him kissing him deeply in the next moment. His large slightly rough hands explore my body, I don't know if he can feel my desperation for him he doesn't argue or resist, but he is returning it just as passionately.

His voice is hoarse and full of suppression.

"Willow don't you want to wait till we get home?"

My lips brush against his as I talk into his lips, looking straight in those beautiful blue eyes. I say truthfully.

"I don't think I can"

He nods, he doesn’t resist or try and talk me out of it, just follows my desire, matching it with his own. Luckily I am in a dress, I didn’t plan this, I just easily got carried away in the moment and now can’t stop myself.

I undo his pants and move them down slightly, just enough to release the beast that was heavily restrained in them. He moves the seat as far back as it will go. I move my panties to the side and thrust down on him. He growls, it is deep and slightly animalistic. The sound doesn't scare me at all, it actually brings me comfort and makes my desire reach my heights, he is dangerous yet so safe.

My hand presses on the window as I move on top of him. The windows instantly getting fogged from the heat between us. I am not sure who is breathing heavier, all I know is that I can feel a light sheen of sweat under my hand that is resting on his well toned arm. I can’t get enough of him. His hands on my body get more and more unbridled, our kissing and my movements so frenzied.

The movement and the pleasure so much bigger than I thought would be possible in such a confined space.