How to reject a Luna

Chapter 8

*Willow POV*

I wake up in the morning, light is pouring into the room, the sun is high in the sky, usually I would think that this is a waste of a day to sleep so long, but I don’t feel that at this moment. I am still snuggled into his large chest, he is like a heater, his body warmth cocooning my into a sense of security and comfort, his strong arms feel like they could snap me in 2 seconds flat but they hold me so gently, it is such a good feeling. I slightly move as gently as I can, trying not to wake him as I move myself up and take a look at the other bed. Thankfully it's empty, I breathe a sigh of relief, now that it is light I am not sure if I could hide my embarrassment as I hold this handsome man as those noises fill the room. I lay back down and notice Sebastian is looking at me with a smile on his face.

"Good morning gorgeous"

I feel my cheeks heat up.

"Good morning"

"Do you have to put up with that much?"

I laugh.

"Only every night"

He raises his eyebrows.

"Really?"

I wish it wasn’t, I am embarrassed that I had to make him listen to that all last night, I wonder what he thinks of me.

"Yep"

I can't stop looking at his lips, they look soft and plump, surrounded by a slight bit a stubble, making his whole face look more masculine. I have tasted those lips before, I know how good they feel. I decide, at this moment not to control myself, to take what I want, those lips seem to have pulled me in under a spell.

I move myself up so that I am level with his face. I look into his eyes. The blue just takes my breath away, it is so vivid, unlike any other pair of eyes I have seen in my life, the blue sucks me in, makes me want to surrender myself to him.

I have never been the boy crazy type, never had the urge to jump someone, or find someone so irresistible that I can’t help myself, but looking at that handsome face and being held in these strong warm arms. I feel it now.

I feel everything now and all I want to do is feel him, I am craving him.

I lean toward him and gently press my lips to his, just testing the waters, I don’t actually want to attack him like some sort of crazed beast, I have not lost my mind completely.

He answers the kiss straight away. I put my arms around his shoulders and run my hands down his muscle filled back, I have been wanting to touch him since I first saw him, he feels as good as I imagined. I pull him closer to me pressing my body firmly to his.

I wrap a leg over him. He pushes me over and hovers over me looking in my eyes. It must be the shadowing in the room but a swear his vivid blue eyes have a tinge of black that I have never noticed before.

While I love looking in his eyes, I haven’t tasted enough of him yet, I haven’t kissed him enough yet. I pull his face down to mine, his heavy body presses against me removing any bit of space between us, holding me in place, I couldn’t escape from under his mass even if I wanted to, but I definitely don’t want to.

My hands explore his back desperately. I grind myself into him, my frenzied attack only growing in intensity. I feel his chest vibrate. He boosts himself off me with one arm and takes off my shirt and bra so quickly that I start to doubt that I had any on to start with, it is like they just evaporated off my body.

His eyes explore my body he looks back in to my eyes as his large slightly calloused hand travels from my stomach up over my breast. My n*****s get even harder with his attention, his fiery gaze sets my whole body alight.

I try to hold myself firm but I can’t help writhing in pleasure, he hasn’t even touched me yet and I feel like my skin is electrified. His gaze moves to my n****e and he moves his face down, his lips running from my cheek down over my jaw, down my neck before he kisses and sucks my breast. I moan as his hands explore me and his mouth gives my breast the attention it wants. I pull his face back up to mine. To look into his eyes. I grab the bottom of his tee and bring it up over his head. His lips connect to mine as his bare chest presses against mine, while I want desperately to look at the body that feels so amazing, I am sure it is beyond perfect, but I don’t have that much time to waste, for now I need his scorching hot skin pressed against mine as we melt into each other. My hands travel down and I slightly struggle with his belt, I have a slight shake which reveals my need and desperation for his body, at this moment I am sure if he doesn’t occupy my body soon I will probably spontaneously combust. His lips leave mine as he kisses my neck and removes his pants leaving him only in boxers. He brings his lips to my ear, his voice even deeper and more seductive than usual, his hot breath burning my ear to a crisp.

My head pushes back as I expose my neck to him, breathing deeply.

"Are you sure?"

I bring his face to mine. I look in his eyes, most things in my life I have no idea about, I have no path, no direction, I just pass day by day trying to make it through the best I can. But this right here I can firmly say yes, I want this so much. My voice sounds more sultry than I was expecting.

"Yes"

He presses his lips to mine the kissing becomes more passionate, more needy, the fire between us not calming, just increasing to a raging inferno. His big hands run down my body until his fingers are around the elastic of my pajama pants he shifts a bit so he can take them off. I grab the elastic of his boxers. Taking them straight down and grabbing him without a second thought. My eyes go wide as I wrap my hand around it. I look up into his face. He smiles at me when he sees my face. He puts his lips to my ear. His hot breathe on my ear sending shivers through me, either his hot breathe or the size of him in my hand, maybe it is a bit of both.

"It's okay I will be gentle."

He runs his hands down between my thighs. My legs instinctively open up for him. His large hands touch me so gently. A moan escapes my lips. I just look into his eyes as he inserts a finger inside of me.

*Sebastian POV*

I watch her. Her sexy body pressed down by my heavy body. I slip a finger into her. Her walls hug my single finger. I am not sure if I will even fit inside her. Her moans of pleasure increase as I gently play with her and slip another finger in to join the first. I kiss her neck heavily, her sweet smell assailing my nose, the smell of her arousal filling all my senses, I have to pull myself up, keeping in mind that she is a human, it has been a long time since I have touched anyone like this and this is the first time for me with a human, so while my mind is clouded with lust, I do keep a scrap of my sanity. I would hate to hurt her because I can’t rein in my wolf enough, because I can’t control my desire for her.

I hear her little whimpers as I feel her close to c****x. I thrust a third finger in and rub her nub once more with my thumb, pushing her over the edge. She closes her beautiful eyes as I snap back to myself, I get lost in the mesmerizing green. Her back arches and I feel her juices flow over my hand. I gently slip my fingers out and position myself over her. I look into her eyes again and she nods. I sit my head just at her entrance. I grab her hand and put it up beside her pillow. Intertwining our fingers. I watch her face as I enter her slowly looking for any sign of pain. I growl deeply as her moist walls hug me so tightly. I move slowly until I reach full depth, her green eyes shining as she watches me the whole time with an infatuated look, her worshiping eyes on me, coupled with the long lost sensation, her scent surrounding me, all of it mixes together to make an absolute feast for the senses.

I haven’t felt this way in a very long time.

"Holy s**t Willow"

I rest my head into her shoulder taking in big lungfuls of her gentle and feminine scent. She runs her soft, smooth hand down my back and I regain my composure. I boost myself back up on one arm to look at her as I thrust, her small yet voluptuous body writhing, her ample bosom heaving.

Watching her slight discomfort turn to pleasure as her body learns to take the whole lot of me, every single last inch every single time. Her legs wrap around me allowing me more access. I kiss her soft and plump lips and her soft pale neck. Guiding my way into her repeatedly. She shudders under me as I she tightens and I release. I pull out of her and pull her quilt over us both. Wrapping her up in my arms and sigh in content. Littering her cheeks and neck and shoulders in kisses. She has such a big smile on her face.

"What are you doing today?"

She rolls over and looks at me.

"I have so much study to do"

"Can I call you later?"

"I would be offended if you didn't"

I kiss her on the lips.

"I am not like that, I really like you"

"I really like you too"

I get up and get dressed. I kiss her on the forehead and walk out. I have so much work to do too. But I would so much rather spend the weekend in bed with her, but I was unprepared for the spontaneous sleepover, so my piled up work isn’t going to do itself.

*Tobias POV*

I walk into the kitchen and look around, I can’t smell him or sense him here.

"Has anyone seen Sebastian?"

"No alpha."

I didn't even see him at the party last night at all which was odd. I saw his car beside mine as I left but that is it. I sit down and sigh. I don't know maybe I should talk to him about Willow maybe he could help me try and work out how to reject her, it is starting to really affect my sleep, I need this whole episode behind me before it affects my whole life.

Not that Sebastian is the best person to speak to about this, he is mate crazy, a firm believer, but I have no one else to speak to about it. Rejection isn’t even in his vocabulary. He would just be crazy on my case to make her mine.

I half feel that I might actually like that.

No I don't want that.

I am fine by myself. I just can’t get how beautiful she looked last night out of my head. I hardly slept again last night just thinking about making her cry. But it is for the best. If I want her to accept my rejection I need to make her hate me, even though other forces will be at work to make her love me, external forces, fate, all the things coming together to make us become one, all these things that I have to contend with.

I look up from my plate of food as I hear someone walk in. It is Sebastian. He has a massive smile on his face and is typing frantically away on his phone paying attention to nothing going on around him.

"Where did you get to last night?"

"No where"

"I thought you were going to introduce me to this girl"

"Ohh no she didn't want to stay there"

I raise my eyebrows at him. I am so surprised to see him like this I haven't even seen him mention a girl let alone touch one since he lost Trina.

"Do you want to spar?"

"No I got work"

"Well at least sit down and eat breakfast and tell me about her"

"I grabbed something on the way home, I really do have a lot of work to do, how about spar tomorrow?"

"Okay sounds good"

I have been pushing him away for a week now I finally want to chat and his mind is elsewhere. I sigh and I watch him walk away, his head still down as he continues texting. All the s**t he has been through in his life and he is still manages to be so chipper I don't know how he does it. He went through hell and managed to come out relatively unscathed, I can’t say the same for myself. I finish my meal and walk out to the gym and start working out by myself. I need to get Willow out of my head.