How to reject a Luna

Chapter 13

*Tobias POV*

I leave the bar and sigh. I don't want to go back I just want to hold my mate and bury my face in her shoulder. Lift her sweet body onto the bar and thrust into her, taking her in front of everyone, making her as mine.

I shake my head push back the lust filled thoughts, I really suck at being decisive, every time I decide to stay away from her how do I end up getting dragged back in and wanting her like crazy.

I start my car and drive back to the pack house, park and head straight down to the cells, I pause for a mere moment and breathe deeply before I enter, getting all unnecessary thoughts out of my head and focus on the thing that I can actually do right, lead this pack. Game face on. I nod the guards out as I enter, not a single trace of the emotional turmoil boiling just under the surface.

I walk straight into the cell with the rogues. They are not restrained in anyway, I have no back up, I don’t need backup. They look at me and sneer.

"Well, well, well aren't you brave, pretty boy?"

I scoff slightly, but just show a slight smile and look at them with a complete look of arrogance, they can try something but they will be highly disappointed with the results. I pull up a chair and sit down in a relaxed manner, as if I am not locked in a room full of enemies, my confidence seems to falter their resolve. I couldn’t care less, I am more than willing for them to come at me.

"So are you going to talk?"

"Why would we tell you anything?"

"It would be in your best interests"

They look at each other and snarl, their arrogance peaking again.

"It looks to us like we have the upper hand here boy"

I just look placidly at them raising a single eyebrow as I look at them like the joke they are.

"I won't ask you again"

They both snarl and start advancing on me. My smile just increases. If I can't shut up my wolf by being with my mate, I will silence him with some violence, both equally effective.

When they are 2 steps from me I jump up from my seat and growl deeply. They instantly take a step back and look at each other and nod. They turn back to me. Take 2 more steps towards me. I grab each of them by the throat and lift them off the ground. They claw at my arms trying to get free. I smash their heads together then throw them down to the ground so hard that their heads smash on the floor so hard I hear cracking. I kick them a few times, not because they need it, they are already unconscious, just because I want it, that was no where near enough violence to satiate my wolf. Even if I spilled every single drop of their blood and removed every organ it still wouldn’t be enough for me to forget about Willow for even a moment.

"Try and be more cooperative tomorrow won't you?"

I smile at their groans of pain as they come around. That is the best bit about werewolf healing, I can inflict lots of damage, then do the same thing hours later, torture becomes countless hours of entertainment on an endless loop. I don’t even cast a glance back as I walk out.

That didn't really satisfy my needs. I consider going to Willow but decide against it, I am not sure how late she will stay out so it is too risky.

*Willow POV*

I wake early as Sebastian is trying to get up. He sees me awake and smiles, planting a big kiss on my forehead.

"We have to get back to the house, I will text you later"

I nod and collapse back on the bed putting a hand over my face. Dave and Sebastian walk out of the room. Aria rolls over at me and smiles, she is still very naked and completely un worried about showing her ample bosom to me.

"Last night was intense, Dave really knew what he was doing and then I heard you and looked over and saw your big hunk of man f*****g you like that, so good"

"Umm yeah"

I can feel my face heating up, I loved it in the heat of the moment, talking about it now? Not so much, if it was never bought up again that would be great.

"It was good Willow, you can just admit it, you don't have to be so embarrassed"

"I am not embarrassed, it..it...it umm it was really great"

I admit. She smiles and claps happily, jumping up completely naked and kissing me on the forehead before I have a chance to escape.

"Anytime you want to do that again…. Or more I am in"

I roll away from her, I want the bed to swallow me up, I want to disappear this instant. She grabs her things and runs out to the shower, I watch her fleeing naked figure with a hint of amusement, she just runs down the hallway naked, how I wish I had that type of confidence….. Well maybe not that much. I drag myself out of bed. I am tired but I feel so good, Sebastian has a way of relaxing me and making my body feel good in a way I have never felt before. I take all the sheets off the bed. I feel like every time Sebastian is here I have to change the sheets. Too much laundry but it is totally worth it. I have a shower then head to the laundry. I am busy reading while I wait for the sheets and a load of clothes.

*Tobias POV*

I see Sebastian and Dave walk in the door looking very happy with themselves.

"Where have you boys been?"

Sebastian answers with such a goofy smile on his face, I can’t help but get slightly irritated, I shouldn’t deny him his happiness and I know jealousy is wrong, but why am I so conflicted while he is so content it is just too much contrast.

"Can't talk shower time"

They hurry up stairs and I just sit eating breakfast shaking my head. They finally reappear after not too long.

"So how is your little date last night?"

Sebastian just grins and Dave nearly jumps back out of his seat in excitement, he says.

"It was absolutely wild, Sebastian's girls are real little hotty and my girl, she's an absolute freak in the best possible way. Last night was intense"

A freak in the best possible way? Do I even want to know, probably not. Sebastian just sits there grinning like a crazy man and nodding, he is starting to resemble a handsome bobble head.

I look at him, pushing down any bad thoughts, because truly I am so happy that he has found someone to take his mind off Trina. He deserves happiness, there was a really bleak period there for a while, I really didn’t think he would be able to pull through it, now it seems like even the faintest shadow that was lingering has disappeared.

Dave doesn’t elaborate any more details just sits nodding stuck in his memories. It is fine anyway, I have enough relationship problems I don’t need to hear about anyone elses. Sebastian looks at me and says.

"Well I did ask you first"

Dave looks hurt, clutching his chest in an exaggerated fashion.

"You did? Ohh well Tobias, your loss is my gain"

I just shake my head so it does sound pretty good and it probably would have taken my mind off Willow for a little while at least, not that avoidance gets me anywhere, but nothing else is working.

I tell both about the two rogues we have down in the cells I'm not going to go back and question them till tonight. I want to go to school to see Willow. I hurry and get ready and drive straight there. I sit in my usual seat and hope that she sits beside me. When she walks in the classroom she has a massive smile lighting up her entire face, her soft features covered in happiness. She doesn't even look my way just finds an empty seat elsewhere, as far as possible from me, I clench my fist, I really could have used a couple of mouthfuls of her scent.

I spend the whole class looking at her, it isn’t even the subtle type of look, it is just a blatant stare, she is so busy scribbling down notes and working hard to even notice my eyes on her. I grab her on the elbow as she walks out of the classroom. The familiar tingle running down my hand. She squeals lightly as I touch her, I should know that she feels them too, but I am surprised each time, I have no idea how much a human will feel of the mate bond, I am astonished that, that is one of the ones she can feel. She turns to me and glares, hostility radiating off her, her green eyes are as cold as ice.

I am slightly taken back by the look, I would never expect my mate to look at me like that, her happiness at the start of class is a stark contrast to her look now. Her angelic voice is somehow as sharp as knives, wielding it as a weapon against me, my heart feels the slight stabbing pain.

"What the hell do you want now?"

"Please Willow I really want to work with you, I'm sorry for how much for jerk I've been to you before"

She raises their eyebrows at me, her lips curl in a sarcastic smile.

"You were a complete jerk on numerous occasions for no absolutely reason, treating me like I was something disgusting, something so foul that I didn’t even deserve to be in your presence and now you expect me just to forgive you? And then what? Be your friend? Study with you? You have to be joking, I don't want to be around you just leave me alone"

I watch her as she storms off. I sigh and my wolf whimpers at our mates rejection. I want to run after a stop her, beg her to except me but I have too much pride for that, I won't do it, so all I can do is watch her disappear from my sight. Sebastian walks up to me, gripping my shoulder, I don’t turn to look at him, still just watching the empty space where she left.

"What are you looking at?"

I snap back at him.

"Nothing, why are you here?"

"Trying to track down my girlfriend"

My face softens a bit.

"Girlfriend? I thought she was just a bit of a fling"

"When the hell have I ever been a fling type of guy?"

I nod, of course he is right. Me on the other hand, not a pretty past and by the looks of my mate walking away so decisively, it is not going to be a pretty future either.

"Well where is she then?"

He looks around, I am keen to meet this girl that can keep my best friend so enthralled. He pouts his lips looking dejected when he doesn’t see her.

"I don't know she should be here"

"Oh well I guess I will see her next time"

"She is coming to the pack house on Saturday, you can see you then”

I smile and nod, I look back to the space where Willow disappeared, I am not sure what I am expecting, her to come running back with open arms, telling me she is sorry? By the look on her face she is one step off hating me, she might even be there.

“Okay Sebastian I got to get to next class”

I leave him while he is still busy looking around, like she is going to magically appear, I know the feeling.